Struggling

I am trying to keep doing today.  I have 35 open tabs on the other window, 8 on this one.  I am not doing well, both physically and mentally.  Ron keeps trying to comfort me, but even that seems not to help.  He recommended I try to watch a movie or go to bed, but I think I would tear out of my own skin if I did not try to keep doing what I do.  

Earlier at noon I was in such pain every bone in my body seemed to be screaming at me, every muscle seemed to be spasming and causing pain.  In the morning, I had done the dishes and did not seem so uncomfortable, but an hour later the hard rain set in, and It changed everything, including my mood.  

Recently we had changes in the home.  I will be getting my original first office back.  It is a room about 10 feet long by 11 feet wide.  Ron originally took me out of that room because it was too dark for me during a time when my depression was very bad.  He rebuilt the entire front room of the house, colored and decorated it to make it the best for me.  I loved it.

When James moved back home, I was going to give up that large open bright room for him to have as his room as he liked it.  I was to move into the new family room Ron had built, but the space I was going to move to was much smaller and was totally open with no privacy.  But it was the best for everyone.

Then hurricane Ian ripped our home open.  It tore my office half open, pealing the roof half off like a can opener with a mean streak, and the neighbors roofs hit our house with the result of pulling the entire south wall of the room out.  That was when I was moved into the living room / kitchen.  It is cramped, and I have to always wear headphones which hurt my ears when anyone is home or James was sleeping in the room I had originally had as my office, which was now his bedroom.  Plus I am unable to do videos which I love and want to do.  I really want to do videos.  I know some of the people who come here are hearing impaired and I will do what I can but as I have said before typing is painful for me.

The roof and walls have been repaired in the front room.  Short story Ron and James rebuilt the wall, fixed anything wrong with the other walls due to water damage, and replaced the first roof, and ran the electric.  (we had an AMS metal roof over everything) and it was great going through two decades of hurricanes with no problem, and they are going to replace the entire roof over the home / all attached structures for $15,000.  It is worth it, first the roof had a lifetime repair for free on it, and we have had them come fix minor things over the years.  James and his friend even moved the hot tub from that room to the new family room Ron built.

James was to move into the rebuilt room as his, but he has other opportunities open to him now.  We fully support him and are very glad he is happy.  But that left the room he was in which was my first office, and the rebuilt front room which was my last office I was in before the hurricane open.  What to do?

After going back and forth, Ron was convinced to use the much larger front room as the house living room, his domain.  It took a lot of work on my part, he was all for returning me to that room.   I would move back into the smaller room again, it is 10 foot by 11 foot, with some inches on each side. I have a reason for this.  Hold on!

When Ron and I bought this house we were very much into the community, we had a lot of friends.  Twice or three times or even more a week we had people over to the house for meals or game nights.  But Ron was working 12 hour shifts and I am disabled.  It was fun and we loved it, but I decided to try to return to the work force.  A huge mistake.  As anyone who followed my first blog knows, that put me in the hospital after 4 years and cost me my left hip joint.  

Ron has since retired and things are different now, and there are still some non-maga people here.  Ron and I feel it is time to return to the community again and start to have people over.  But we have to have a home presentable for that.  

After much medication and time my pain has subsided as has the horrible hard rain with clear skies and lots of sun. Ron has described to me how he wants to make the room brighter and more me.  He is wanting to paint it and even have a new skylight put in when the roofing company does the roof.

It is now 7 or more hours since I started this post.  I am now have eaten a really good supper Ron has made, I was folding laundry but yes I offered to help.  He made a stir-fry of thin beef with veggies, and instead of rice he cubed fresh potatoes / deep-fried them.  I am stuffed, and ready to go to bed.  

I am not even sure I want to post this.  As so often on personal issue posts, so much goes by that I don’t feel or have the issues that I had at the start.  Yet it was what I was going through, and may / will go through soon again.  So I feel I should share it with the readers / followers.

And just as I wrote this I started moving around after eating at my desk, getting food for Odie and putting it on a plate, then on the floor.  My back screamed in pain.   I gasped and Ron caught it, he asked me to go lay down or go to bed.   He offered to come down and massage those muscles.  So I will proofread this, leave the other window with 35 open tabs for another day.  So much to read and post every day and now I am checking out early.   Oh well, Ron is hovering over me really wanting me to close these computers down.  So no real proofread, loves, hugs and all of that. 

Oh I had to cancel my pulmonary test, they called today the day before with my costs, it was far too much.  The woman on the phone admitted to me it was because my provider who ordered it referred it to be done at the hospital which he was in the same system as, which is much more expensive.  So now I have to decided what to do?   Hugs and good night.  Ron won’t wait, I am on a timeline.  Night.  Hugs

Editorial | On slavery and race, DeSantis shows his true colors

Republican presidential candidate Florida Gov. Ron DeSantis speaks during the Family Leadership Summit, July 14, 2023, in Des Moines, Iowa. (AP Photo/Charlie Neibergall, File)

Republican presidential candidate Florida Gov. Ron DeSantis speaks during the Family Leadership Summit, July 14, 2023, in Des Moines, Iowa. (AP Photo/Charlie Neibergall, File)

By ORLANDO SENTINEL AND SOUTH FLORIDA SUN SENTINEL EDITORIAL BOARDS | insight@orlandosentinel.com |

PUBLISHED: July 26, 2023 at 1:25 p.m. | UPDATED: July 28, 2023 at 4:43 a.m.

Long before Moms for Liberty, there were the United Daughters of the Confederacy.

Their passion and influence kept generations of Southern children ignorant of how slavery had caused the Civil War and how cruel it had been. The “war between the states” was rather over “states’ rights” and tariffs. Confederate soldiers were the heroes of a “Lost Cause.” Kindly masters had been considerate to contented slaves.

Reconstruction was bad. The Ku Klux Klan was a benevolent civic organization.

The Daughters didn’t have to pull the truth from shelves. Its influence with state boards kept offending books from ever being printed or bought. When a University of Florida professor wrote that the South had been more in the wrong in the Civil War, the Daughters of the Confederacy got him fired.

In Florida, more than a century later, Southern revisionism is at it again.

Slaves with skills

To nationwide scorn and well-deserved derision, Gov. Ron DeSantis’ Board of Education has approved a required Black history curriculum with “clarifications” that trivialize slavery and distort the record on racial violence.

Here’s one of them: “Instruction includes how slaves developed skills which, in some instances, could be applied for their personal benefit.”

Another is worse: “Instruction includes acts of violence perpetrated against and by African Americans but is not limited to (the) 1906 Atlanta Race Riot, 1919 Washington, D.C., Race Riot, 1920 Ocoee Massacre, 1921 Tulsa Massacre and the 1923 Rosewood Massacre” (emphasis added).

And by?

Feeding a fiction

From Donald Trump on down, contemporary Americans playing on race for political advantage have been trying to denigrate the Black Lives Matter movement by accusing it of responsibility for violence. The “and by” phrase, unnecessary and gratuitous and now officially part of the Florida social studies curriculum, feeds that fiction.

William Maxwell, a Vietnam-era Army veteran and an African-American resident of Ocoee for two decades, kneels at the gravesite of July Perry in Greenwood Cemetery. Perry, who encouraged blacks to register to vote, was lynched by a white mob after the Election Day Massacre.
Stephen Hudak/Orlando SentinelWilliam Maxwell, a Vietnam-era veteran and resident of Ocoee for two decades, kneels at the gravesite of July Perry in Greenwood Cemetery. Perry, who encouraged Blacks to register to vote, was lynched by a white mob after the Ocoee Massacre in 1920.

The mob that ravaged Ocoee in Orange County, where 25 homes burned and at least eight people died, was incited by two Black men attempting to vote. The massacre at Rosewood, which erased the settlement, was set off by a married white woman’s claim that a Black man had attacked her. The official state history cites Black survivors, who said the assailant was a white lover. (For a link to the Sentinel’s 100th-anniversary coverage of the Ocoee Massacre and images of our 1920s coverage, please visit our web site at orlandosentinel.com/opinion. We’re making that historic coverage, along with other fascinating local history, free for everyone this week.)

For Black history, Florida’s previous standards were extensive and objective, unlike Southern propaganda of the 1900s.


  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.
  • The Orlando Sentinel's coverage the week of the Ocoee massacre barely acknowledged the terror and destruction wreaked on the Black residents of the town after one prominent African American leader attempted to vote on Nov. 2, 1920.

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These images reflect the contemporary coverage of the Ocoee massacre by the Orlando Sentinel.


Vice President Kamala Harris accurately described slavery in her speech at Jacksonville, which was aimed at DeSantis without mentioning him.

A defense from DeSantis

After DeSantis first said he “wasn’t involved” in writing the standards, he is now defending them.

This would be a good time for him to begin admitting he was wrong. His critics are feasting on this one.

DeSantis owns this horrific mistake, even if he didn’t personally write the standards. It is his education department, run by his appointees.

Cues are obvious in the dog whistles he’s sent. He banned critical race theory in schools (where it wasn’t even being taught.) He signed a law meant to banish all talk of the relevance of past or present racism from Florida schools and workplaces. He’s made it easier to purge school library shelves of innocuous books some people found to be objectionable because they reflected other cultures or talked about the history of civil rights.

His memoir recalled how the master, Hugh Auld, rebuked his wife for teaching him the alphabet when he was 11.

This is the hideous legacy DeSantis is trying to revive. And no matter how much he squirms and dodges, he can’t erase the stain his actions are leaving on Florida’s reputation.

Coming later this week

DeSantis’ attempts to weaponize racism are turning Florida into a laughingstock and, at long last, turning fellow Republicans and donors against him. Why did it take so long?

The Orlando Sentinel Editorial Board includes Editor-in-Chief Julie Anderson, Opinion Editor Krys Fluker and Viewpoints Editor Jay Reddick. The Sun Sentinel Editorial Board consists of Editorial Page Editor Steve Bousquet, Deputy Editorial Page Editor Dan Sweeney and Anderson. Send letters to insight@orlandosentinel.com.

RESURFACED videos of Matt Walsh Refereeing NAZI DIAPER WRESTLING

This man is the wannabe extreme Catholic moral leader who argues against anything not traditional religious 1950s male / female roles. Hugs

How The Religious Right Ruined Everything

Wow, oh wow.  This is so informative and full of information I had to go over some spots several times.   The host talks rather quickly, more than I am used to and I did not check the CC as I was listening only as I was doing something else.  But my dogs that love gravy she has this stuff down.   Hugs

Tyler Perry Offers $100,000 Reward For Information On Killing Of Gay Man

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/tyler-perry-offers-100000-reward-for-information-on-killing-of-gay-man_n_64c26affe4b044bf98f39411

Josiah “Jonty” Robinson, a singer in Grenada, was found dead on a beach last month, with an autopsy reportedly concluding that he’d been strangled.

Marco Margaritoff

By Marco Margaritoff

Jul 27, 2023, 01:43 PM EDT

Actor and filmmaker Tyler Perry is hoping to find answers in the killing of Josiah “Jonty” Robinson, offering $100,000 to anyone with information that leads to a conviction.

Perry announced the reward Wednesday on Instagram after 24-year-old Robinson, an openly gay singer in Grenada, was found dead on a local beach last month. Perry, a writer, director and producer known for wholesome comedies featuring mostly Black casts, said his friend Yvette Noel-Schure was in tears when she told him about the killing.

“My soul ached as she shared that he was a young, gifted singer who was murdered because he was gay,” he wrote. “Yvette and I are offering a $100,000 dollar reward to anyone who brings forth information that leads to the conviction of the murderer.”

Tyler Perry likened Josiah “Jonty” Robinson's death to that of Matthew Shepard in 1998.
Tyler Perry likened  Josiah “Jonty” Robinson’s death to that of Matthew Shepard in 1998.

Robinson’s body was reportedly discovered in the same area of Grenadian town Morne Rouge where he had performed songs the day prior.

Speaking to The New Today, a source close to the Royal Grenada Police Force said an autopsy concluded that Robinson was strangled and thrown into the ocean. The local outlet later reported that police had questioned several people without making a breakthrough in the case.

Elsewhere in his Instagram post, Perry reflected on how Robinson’s death echoed similar tragedies from recent years.

“My mind immediately went to … [Matthew] Shepard, and all the other victims of racist, homophobic, antisemitic, xenophobic, senseless violence,” he said, referring to a gay student at the University of Wyoming whose 1998 killing sparked calls for stronger protections against hate crimes.

In a Wednesday essay for British Vogue, friend Tenille Clarke said that Robinson, who described himself on social media as a “Youth Ambassador,” lived as “an outspoken, openly gay man” in an environment that was hostile at times.

“While Pride month is celebrated annually in metropolises such as New York … his approach to activism in the Caribbean as a member of the LBGTQ community – his voracious desire to live in his simple, beautiful truth – often became a cyclic matter of life or death,” she wrote.

Anyone with information is urged to contact the Royal Grenada Criminal Investigation Division at +1 (473) 440-3921.

The murders keep happening just for being gay. Tears… Here is a photo of 24 yr old Josiah
https://www.huffpost.com/en…

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‘Arthur’ Book Facing Ban in Florida Over This One Wacko Complaint

https://www.thedailybeast.com/arthur-book-facing-ban-in-florida-over-this-one-wacko-complaint

A minority of a minority with in a minority is trying to force a religious strict moral view of what is acceptable in society.    These small groups of driven fundamentalist, who think any advances in society since the 1950s angers their deity they are desperate to please, use threats and violence to take the rights away from everyone else.   This one man is demanding the right to decide what everyone’s children get to read and see.   Removing other parents rights to bring up their children as accepting of others and themselves.   Please note the harm he claims will happen because of this book, damaged souls.  One line about playing spin the bottle.  Tell me what five year even knows that could be sexual.  Kids start playing that as preteens as they go through puberty, daring each to kiss someone.  So it is an innocent line, there is no description of what it is.  If a kid asks, the adult says it is a game played with the bottle to see how long you can keep it spinning or something.    Even worse if they lose their attempts to get a book removed all they have to do is keep filing complaints which keeps it off the shelves or the book get removed as too much of a problem.   Hugs

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The children’s book is under review in one school district after a local conservative activist ranted that one aspect of it could “DAMAGE SOULS.”

Brooke Leigh Howard

Reporter

Published Jul. 27, 2023 12:44PM EDT 

Arthur’s Birthday details the title character’s upcoming birthday and how it falls on the same day as another party for a classmate, who happens to be a girl. Arthur wants all of his friends to show up, and figures out a plan to combine the parties together. At the end, Arthur receives a “Spin the Bottle” present from one of the girls.

On his form, Friedman wrote, “PROTECT CHILDREN!! IT IS NOT APPROPRIATE TO DISCUSS ‘SPIN THE BOTTLE’ WITH ELEMENTARY SCHOOL CHILDREN. THIS BOOK IS FOUND IN ALL/ALMOST ALL [DISTRICT SCHOOLS]!”

Friedman continued to scribble across the form how “SPIN THE BOTTLE” is “NOT OKAY FOR K-5 KIDS!” and how the content could potentially “DAMAGE SOULS.” He also included images from the book that he felt were not suitable for its intended audience.

“The entire book is about being inclusive of all friends and not only inviting boys or girls (based on your gender) to your birthday party,” literary watchdog Florida Freedom to Read Project wrote on Twitter.

“I think it’s more to keep feeding a narrative,” she told The Daily Beast, suggesting that even Barney & Friends could be the next target.

Friedman wrote disapproving notes on other book challenge forms. However, he also included disparaging comments about librarians, suggested that district administrators needed to be fired, and consistently berated some authors for being “repeat offenders.”

Friedman declined an interview request with The Daily Beast on Thursday. “No thank you,” he wrote in an email.

“Arthur’s Birthday,” Marc Brown, Book Ban, Florida

Clay County School District’s Library Media Services Manual states that “challenged materials should be presented to the District Curriculum Council.”

“Materials under question will be held until a decision has been made,” the manual reads. “A decision to remove materials from the library media center is based on the recommendation of the District Curriculum Council and the final decision of the Superintendent or designee.”

According to district records, as of Thursday, Arthur’s Birthday is still “Pending Oversight Committee Review.”

Brooke Leigh Howard

Reporter

@BLeighHowardBrooke.Howard@thedailybeast.com

Dear White Women

So many of the horrible things happening in America right now, like teaching our children slaves were lucky to learn skills, or allowing women to bleed out in hospital parking lots, or pushing migrants into rivers to drown, could be stopped by the women who look exactly like me.