On of my female abusers died

OK this won’t be a full post on my abuse because Ron is terrified of my being emotionally upset before my surgery tomorrow.  This female sibling was pregnant at 13 and married at 14.  But while she was in the house she was the defacto caregiver to me.  She was the one who tied me to a stair banister and let her boyfriends and other boys rape me.   Her soon to be husband wanted more so she arranged for him to force me to give him blow jobs and rape me in other places / context.  He had a fascination with buttholes so you can guess what that meant for the 3, and 4 and 5 and 6 year old me. 

She was the one who farmed me out to the guy across the street at age 3 who was a real little boy lover so while he used my body he never made me hurt like I was being hurt at home.  He often got upset at my bruised body.  He often gave me the only real affection I felt at that time.  I just had to let him use my body to gain it.  

She tried to get me removed from the will due to the fact I was adopted.   In her own writings she said I was never a part of the family so shouldn’t have a share of the inheritance.  She failed to mention how badly I was treated by the family for some reason.   The courts disagreed with her.   Her husband was the executor of the estate and he was informed and needed to be ordered by the court to change the legal paperwork to reflect my new legal name, but in her obituary she used the family name of my abusers.   She knew better at this point, as did her husband who once was said to be a corrupt cop.  

I am going to try to keep my mind from it.  But what Ron doesn’t know is my mind went there last night.  Just not bad enough for me to yell / scream out.  I will have to deal with it soon.  But not hopefully tonight the night before my spine surgery.    Hugs

Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share. 7-20-2026

I am sorry this is so late getting out.  Now that I can walk again I am helping Ron renovate the house and create my new office by making the meals and doing the dishes and laundry.  But I am exhausted at the end of the day.  I got to bed between 6 and 7 pm and get up between 4 and 5 am.  I am not complaining, just telling the facts of my life.  On Monday the 6th I got a spine shot that let me walk again.  It is slowly wearing off and the pain and neuropathy in my right leg is again increasing.  This morning I made breakfast of fried potatoes, two slices of bacon each, two sausage patties each, and three eggs fried over medium where the whites are fully cooked and the yolk is still yellow and runny.  Ron wanted two whole muffins and I had two slices of toast.  

Then I went out with Ron to the nearby Publix to get our 4 cases of Publix caffeine free diet cola which is 24 two litter bottles and while I waited for the store to bring them out to me Ron got a few snacks I wanted, such as peanuts and almonds, along with a few other things.  Then when we got home I started the laundry of towels and sat down for a bit.  Then got up to make Ron lunch but he saw how tired I was and told me he could get it himself so I started doing dishes.  

Our next goal is to get the meat slicer out and make breakfast steaks and sliced ham for sandwiches out of the two medium hams we bought.   It is far cheaper that way than buying individual ham steaks and sliced ham from the deli.  Then Ron says he will make supper but I think if I can stand I will.   But I am very tired.   So now at 2:20 pm I am trying to finish the morning cartoons / memes / news posts. 

But the real reason for writing this on this post is tomorrow.  I have my spine surgery scheduled for 07:30 in the morning.  Yes I am worried, but I have to have it.   This is the one where they put me almost mostly under (the person who called me told me I wouldn’t be able to remember it happened).   Heard that before.  But I did remember.  So nothing by mouth but my morning pills which they went over with Ron and I.  

I admit I am struggling with the fact that I will be basicly nude and unable to protect myself during this.  I have been drugged for sex in my childhood.   So as I told people here I have to have a colonoscopy, and this is the same issue.   The thing I have to help me is that this surgeon I have known and been getting epidurals from him that required my butt to be exposed.  Therefore, I trust him.   

I never told him but I know he knows of my childhood abuse because Doctor Brenda must have recorded it in my chart.  Anyway the point is if I can get the cartoons /  memes / and news post out tomorrow I will.   I just don’t know how I will feel after the M.I.L.D. surgery to cut and trim the spinal cord in my lower spine.   Oh Ron and I just trimmed up two hams into sandwich meat and ham steaks for breakfast.  I will post that soon.     Hugs

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BRING ME SCHRÖDINGER’S HEAD

 

#Writing Humour from Writers Write

 

 

Ron nad I have library cards.  They let you borrow far more than books.  They also have audio books, movies, TV shows, and games for every platform.  When I want a book to listen to but it is too expensive, as audio books tend to be, we borrow it from the library app.  The cool thing is if our branch doesn’t have it the main system will somewhere and we can still borrow it.   Hugs

 

 

Image from What Are You Really Afraid Of?

 

#Jesus Christ from What Are You Really Afraid Of?

 

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#quotes from Emotional Words

 

 

 

 

A Short Biography Of Peter Thiel

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Paul Duginski CagleCartoons.com

 

Reality Show President

 

Trump Rewrites Reality

Trump Desperate For A Scapegoat

 

 

 

 

 

 

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#anarchism from Black Bloc Antifa

 

 

 

 

 

 

Trump White House Cabinet Positions

 

 

 

 

 

Rebekah Mercer's Dark Money: A Brief History

 

 

Bio: James O'Keefe and Project Veritas Deceptions

 

Disinformation In Travel and Politics

Trump's Pretzel Logic

 

Laura Loomer: Unelected Influencer Of Trump

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Joey Weatherford for 7/17/2026

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

David Ellison: The Man Who Got Colbert Fired

 

 

Bryan Johnson's

Milt Priggee WeAreGettingScrewed.org

 

 

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Cyclospora Parasites Target Vegetarians

 

 

 

 

 

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Chip Bok for 7/17/2026

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Erik Prince: Blackwater and his Mercenary Armies

 

Trump's Iran War and Lies, Continue

 

 

 

Alex Karp CEO Of Palantir

Joey Weatherford for 7/16/2026

 

 

 

 

Trump's War In Iran Without A Plan

 

 

 

Larry Ellison And Oracle's Surveillance State

Human Finger Meets AI Hand

 

OpenAI Co-Founder Greg Brockman's Existential Race

 

Bio: Nvidia CEO Jensen Huang

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lee Zeldin EPA Head Destroyer

 

 

Trump's Push To Bring Back Polluting Coal

 

 

 

 

Bio Of Koch Industries CEO vs Planet Earth

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Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share. 7-19-2026

Yesterday, I stumbled on a forum dedicated to hate me, where people basically spend their lives spewing transphobic bs, obsessing over my body, making up stuff about me, sharing awful parodies of my work, etc. It really got to me, as I’ve been living with the knowledge that these people are constantly there, stalking each of my movements, for several years now.
I will never understand this kind of hate. I cried a good deal of tears. It was important. I need to feel in order to find the will and energy to create. I remembered who I do all this work for : us. The ones I call my family. My trans siblings. That’s why my new book starts with “we”. That’s why I’m announcing it in the urgency, as a memorandum for these troubled times and a reminder that we are stronger together, and that we need to be there for each other.

We won’t be erased.  Pre-order it on my Etsy store

Fox & Friends Completely Ignores Trump’s Election Speech — Doesn’t Mention It Once in 3-Hour Show

Mediaite (@mediaite.com) 2026-07-17T13:19:38Z

Mullin says that election officials in states that don’t cooperate with the Trump administration may face jail time

Aaron Rupar (@atrupar.com) 2026-07-17T15:24:58.584Z

NEW: Billionaire Republican megadonor Harlan Crow maxed out a donation to Sen. John Fetterman, D-Pa., in June theintercept.com/2026/07/15/h…

Akela Lacy (@akelalacy.bsky.social) 2026-07-16T00:12:23.380Z

Democratic socialists top MAGA candidates among voters in CNBC's 'All America' poll

CNBC (@cnbc.com) 2026-07-17T11:23:05.564Z

ICE agent David Brouillette murdered Joan Sebastian Guerrero

Jeff Tischauser (@jtischauser.bsky.social) 2026-07-15T20:52:11.666Z

Wow. The ICE shooter in Maine asked his ex-wife to "to lie for him and to cover for his character."She said he was abusive and had previously reported concerns about him to his military superiors.He was also a volunteer firefighter, but was removed after several spats with department leadership.

Prem Thakker ツ (@premthakker.bsky.social) 2026-07-16T18:55:05.446Z

Currently driving what I'm sure will be my last stick shift car. Even in 2010 we had to special order it. I admit this makes me sad even as I acknowledge the anachronism.

Amy Scott (@amyscott.bsky.social) 2026-07-17T16:48:58.213Z
Odysseus crew ties him to a ships mast.

West Bank Pogroms Intensify | Jasper Nathaniel | TMR

I watched this the day it aired on the show.  My gods how horrific and horrifying.   The out of control settlers try to kill these people because they are recording the stealing of Palestinian lands and murdering Palestinians.  If the driver had been any slower these people in the cars would have been killed.  And the IDF supported the attacks on helpless people.  US citizens.   The Israeli government takes our taxpayer money and supports the killing of US citizens and reporters.   If there is anything that says the Israelis know they are committing war crimes it is the killing of the reporters for showing their crimes.   The place these attacks took place is in a zone that no Israeli is supposed to be even allowed in.   Israeli is out of control and they use our taxpayer money to do it.  The reason the reporter wanted to go to that spot was because a palestinian man’s son was killed and those with him hunted for 2 hours by settlers.  The settlers live in the homes that the Palestinians built for themselves.  Israeli settlers are nothing more than thieving thugs, and the population of Israel supports  them which makes all those in Israel supporting this nothing more than thieving thugs.  The people in these cars were terrified.  You can hear it in the cries of the people in the car.  The US ambassador supports Israel in this killing of US people.  Please watch and do what you can to stop these lawless attacks against innocent people by Israeli settlers.   Hugs


 

 

Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share. 7-18-2026

Yesterday, I stumbled on a forum dedicated to hate me, where people basically spend their lives spewing transphobic bs, obsessing over my body, making up stuff about me, sharing awful parodies of my work, etc. It really got to me, as I’ve been living...

 

Yesterday, I stumbled on a forum dedicated to hate me, where people basically spend their lives spewing transphobic bs, obsessing over my body, making up stuff about me, sharing awful parodies of my work, etc. It really got to me, as I’ve been living with the knowledge that these people are constantly there, stalking each of my movements, for several years now.

I will never understand this kind of hate. I cried a good deal of tears. It was important. I need to feel in order to find the will and energy to create. I remembered who I do all this work for : us. The ones I call my family. My trans siblings. That’s why my new book starts with “we”. That’s why I’m announcing it in the urgency, as a memorandum for these troubled times and a reminder that we are stronger together, and that we need to be there for each other.

We won’t be erased.  Pre-order it on my Etsy store

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Conversation Starter: Is the very beauty of what is to come ruined by man?

I recently had a somewhat uncomfortable conversation with my Dad. At 88-years old, he is understandably considering what comes next, and knowing that I’m a ‘blowhard democrat and therefore think I know everything‘, lol, he made it part of my own considerations – at least out loud. But, as we talked, I began to realize that how we look at “what comes next” truly inspires how we view this thing called life, what we value and hold dear.

When I was much younger, I had the opportunity to read Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach. I think I’d like to read it again. It was a story that had a great impact on a young troubled life, and while I am sure I didn’t get nearly as much from the book as was offered, I still carry some of that book within my thoughts nearly 35 years later. Chief among those ringing ideas was the consideration that we are on this world to be excellent, to fly free and powerfully, to be our best selves. It is an idea that gives me hope and conviction on the same blade, for I’ve not made much of myself. What I have done, perhaps better late than never, is I’ve begun to understand what is important to me and I’ve tried to adjust my life accordingly.

During my studies of different religions, I found a great deal of beauty. It is probably shocking to some, but Muslims have a beautiful religion filled with dedication to their God, peace and humility. I recently heard a person of influence, a politician, say publicly that he “hated the Muslim religion”. I thought that was tragic. He has painted a billion people with a the same brush and feels fully justified in his self-righteous hate. His words did not influence me to hate Muslims, they only brought me sadness. Here is a man who hopes to profit by hate, and I can only imagine what those wages bring.

Over the years, I’ve come to find a lot of hope in the Christian Faith, but I don’t find myself deluded into thinking that the Bible is definitive or that the Pulpit is infallible. Clearly humans have left their mark on both, and both have gained their insecurities and foibles. Unfortunately, most religions are marked by the greedy and deluded powerful who are sure that they know what is best for everyone and damned be those who disagree. As a result, parishioners lose their search for what is beautiful and magnificent in whatever may come next. They instead follow a set of rules, a kind of club, a group identity. They have given up on God and hope only to please the pastor and Sister Bertha Betterthanyou. They have forsaken courage to seek for the safety of the flock.

Perhaps this is just what we are. How many of us are caught in this idea that by hating someone else, we are somehow doing as God would want? I would be very curious to ask them what they value, and then would I be so brave to ask how their spoken values reflect their current words. Do they value freedom, or just their own freedom? Do they value love, or only for those like them? Do they value hope, but do performative acts some man told them would get them into Heaven? Do they seek or are they comfortable in being told what to think, what to feel, what to do? Do they look for what comes next or are they seeking identity and safety in a church, a political movement, in the acceptance of someone seeking to control them?

I don’t know what I would tell Dad if he asked me again. I don’t think the answer is in religion, any religion. I do think there is something that comes next, what I would loosely if respectfully refer to as God, and if I could quote Ghandi I’d say that God is not restricted by any single religion. I want to believe that this beautiful thing called life doesn’t end. I want to believe in Love. I want to rest in Hope. I want to live a life absolutely riddled with awe at how fabulous humanity can be, rather than live a life of judgement and insecurity. And, when I regard my final days I hope I am looking forward with eager anticipation for all the wonders I will experience.

-Randy

Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share. 7-17-2026

 

 

 

 

 

 

CDN media

 

 

 

 

 

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Fake Christians

 

 

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Ron and I.  I get up earlier than him by several hours.   Hugs

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Trump Record Low Poll Levels

 

 

 

 

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WaPo Finds Reflecting Pool Liner Was Poorly Installed

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NEW: The FBI has explored using AI to assess the validity of signatures on tens of thousands of mail-in ballots seized from Fulton County, Georgia, another push in the Trump administration’s continued reinvestigation of the 2020 vote.

ProPublica (@propublica.org) 2026-07-15T18:02:31.156Z

 

The rule directed the USPS to only deliver mail ballots if states handed over a list of preapproved voters.A federal court in Massachusetts blocked the rule implementation last month, and another court in D.C. followed suit shortly after.Full story:

Democracy Docket (@democracydocket.com) 2026-07-15T19:30:05.929Z

 

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Trump Requests Four Goals From FIFA

 

 

 

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The progressive comic about about America's affordability crisis.

 

 

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John Fetterman says he would leave Democratic Party if it 'turns back' on Israel

FOX8 WGHP (@myfox8.com) 2026-07-16T10:29:03.107Z

 

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Political/Editorial Cartoon by Matt Wuerker, Politico on McConnell Silent

 

The reelection campaign of Sen. Lindsey Graham, who died Saturday, has more than $2.3 million in leftover funds, according to a financial statement the campaign committee filed today with federal regulators.

NOTUS (@notus.com) 2026-07-16T02:00:08.974019447Z

 

Mike Smith for 7/14/2026

 

 

Political/Editorial Cartoon by Ed Wexler, PoliticalCartoons.com on War Monger Dies

 

Political/Editorial Cartoon by Steve Sack, Minneapolis Star Tribune on War Monger Dies

 

Ken Paxton recently bought 3 Utah luxury condos worth $1.6 million. He then put them in a blind trust that shares an address with the Dallas home he appears to be sharing with a woman who is not his wife.

Robert Downen (@robertdownen.bsky.social) 2026-07-16T15:31:56.835Z

 

David Horsey for 7/16/2026

 

 

#anarchism from Anarchists United

 

#anarchism from Anarchists United

 

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Jimmy Margulies for 7/15/2026

 

 

 

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Paul Duginski CagleCartoons.com

#white people twitter from White People Twitter

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Mike Smith for 7/16/2026

 

Tom Homan Threatens Democrats: “Shut Your Mouths” About ICE Or There Will Be “More Bloodshed” [VIDEO]

 

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#Warsan Shire from What Are You Really Afraid Of?

 

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ICE Agents Training at Shooting Range

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Thom Tillis tells Todd Blanche to meet with Epstein victims — or don't expect his support

Politico (@politico.com) 2026-07-16T16:08:51Z

 

 

 

 

 

Image from A Cosmic Castaway

 

 

 

Dem Rep Eviscerates Hegseth On Homophobia [VIDEO]

 

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Mike Smith for 7/15/2026

 

A.F. Branco for 7/16/2026

 

 

 

 

“…including an Army-led air assault involving thousands of U.S. soldiers to be carried out by the 101st Airborne Division”

Matt Novak (@paleofuture.bsky.social) 2026-07-15T18:33:26.198Z

 

 

 

#politics from Cartoon Politics

 

Trump’s Board of Peace drops full Gaza recovery plan in favour of tiny pilot scheme

The Guardian (@theguardian.com) 2026-07-16T14:15:43Z

 

 

 

German Chancellor Friedrich Merz has pushed back against a new, million-dollar funding scheme from U.S. President Donald Trump’s administration to support “free speech and religious liberty” in Europe.

POLITICO Europe (@politico.eu) 2026-07-15T14:39:57.182Z

 

 

 

David Horsey for 7/14/2026

 

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Harley Schwadron CagleCartoons.com

 

Jimmy Margulies for 7/16/2026

 

 

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David Horsey for 7/15/2026

 

A man in an armchair speaks to a woman behind him as he looks out a window to a hazy yellowbrown view.

“See? Even the air is telling me to cancel my plans and stay home.”

 

Record heat meltdown

 

A woman speaks to a man who is washing berries in a strainer.

“Make sure to wash those berries really well, and then to not eat them.”

 

Hazmat Suits at Cyclospora Salad Bar

 

On a street corner a soccer referee gestures toward four dishevelled sweaty pedestrians.

“Hydration break!”

 

 

 

 

Let’s talk about Trump’s election claims, and plot holes….

Testosterone-Fueled Troops? Hegseth Says Military to Begin Testing Hormones.

Kegseth is hyper fixated on the the male physique and the idea of a white male hyper agressive toxic masculinity that he thinks the Russian military has.   But while our inclusive military is considered one of the best Russia’s hyper all white military is getting its ass handed to it by the inclusive diverse Ukrainian military.  I posted earlier that Kegseth has again blocked the promotion of well qualified female and black officers to two star rank in his goal of an all white male military.  This guy won’t be in charge of the military in two more years if the people are allowed to to have a free election and his successor hopefully won’t be such a misogynist bigot.   But the damage will be done and the careers of these officers damaged.  Kegseth couldn’t take serving a full career of at least 20 years, but these people who he is denying promotion to have well more than 20 years in the military.  How come testosterone for trans kids / people is somehow in Kegseth’s view bad and trans people taking hormones are unfit for military service, yet having straight white men all on testosterone some how makes the military better?  Hugs

 


https://www.notus.org/defense/testosterone-troops-hegseth-testing

Service members 30 and over will test annually and can choose to receive testosterone replacement therapy if they are recommended for treatment.

Pete Hegseth

“We owe our warriors the absolute best medical care in the world, and this program delivers on that obligation,” Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth said. Julia Demaree Nikhinson/AP Photo

Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share. 7-16-2026

 

 

 

Image from What Are You Really Afraid Of?

 

 

 

 

knit happens

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living a fairytale

 

intellectually retired

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#anarchism from Anarchists United

 

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#Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez from What Are You Really Afraid Of?

 

 

 

 

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#Biddeford Maine from Rejecting Republicans

 

 

#republican hypocrisy from Alan's Posts

 

 

 

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Arcadio Esquivel CagleCartoons.com

 

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Harley Schwadron CagleCartoons.com