It has been a good day but a long day and it just turned sour but I am fighting back.

It has been a good day, let me explain.  Ron set our folding dining room table up to go through all the large filing cabinet, as he ran out of room for new files and some of our files are over 30 years old.  As he worked on that I had made breakfast of thick bacon and scrambled eggs with Ron having muffins and me white toast.  After breakfast we worked together on a really great now that it is cooking smelling recipe for pork chops using two packages of ranch dressing mix, can of cream of mushroom soup,  and some seasonings I helped adjust.  

I was on my way earlier to take my shower and a painful testorne shot when the water was shut down because the phase of the development we are in is hooked to the same water supply as the RV section and when an RVer forgets to unhook their water line and pulls out ripping the pipe apart or they back over and break the water pipe connection for their lot, it shuts down the water supply for both the RV section and the phase 1 homeowner section.  

No real problem, as Ron was doing the filing, and I was doing tomorrow’s roundup post and my shower and the dishes could wait.  But then Ron decided to go take a nap.   I was joined him to help him into bed.  As he got undressed I started to flirt and rub him.  We had flirted and been sexually suggestive with each other all day.  I am hypersexual and that is normal for a person who was abused in childhood as I was.  Sex and the function of it are super important to me and mean far more emotionally than the act should.  Ron understands that.  He accepts that.  But he is 71 yrs old and was put on a medication a decade or more ago that we did not know would kill his libido, his desire.  He has since gotten off the medication but the damage has been done. He is trying to get over the effects of the drug but it is hard.   He struggles to have sexual desires, while I am over sexual desire needing.  He tries to meet my needs when ever he can or I need, which is all the time, but I try to control it.  We do a lot of touching and at night in bed we cuddle for hours at a time.  We simply cuddle pushing our bodies as tight as possible with each other and sleep that way.  It makes the cat jealous though.  

As he was getting ready for his nap without clothing my desire was going close to out of control even as I understood it as not appropriate or the right time.  Ron realized my need and offered and I had a flashback.  I was taken over by a memory from my childhood.  It was painful and shook me.  I started to shake instead of replying.  Ron realized what was happening and instead of peppering me with questions moved back while assuring me it was all OK.  He got into the bed covering himself while continuing to talk to me calmly and reassuringly.   He kept using my name that is different from what my abusers called me.  He asked me if he needed to get up and I said no, that was not good.  I mumbled some sleep well stuff and went to my Pink Palace office and started to cry.

I gradually got my self undercontrol.  I post this to try to explain how triggers work and the minefield my life is even with a loving wonderful husband.  We were on the same wavelength for what I was desiring… but then the memories hit shattering everything.  If this had happened on a first date or such it could have gone really badly and maybe violently.  Ron has lived with me a long time, he understands some of my abuse and he knows how to deal with me to not make things worse.  The fact is I basically have to have two minds / people of me.  The outfacing person who appears normal and has no issues and who cares for everyone.  The second one I try to keep hidden in public life except for here on the blog.  A badly damaged person struggling to deal with day to day stuff and trying some how to understand the issues of what is happening with out letting it tear me apart while my memories struggle to constantly surge to the front of my mind. 

I don’t know if posting this will have the effect I want it to have which is not pity but understanding the minefield I walk daily in life.  It is not just the news about abused kids, it is not the survivor site where people discuss things similar to what I lived through and is still in my mind today.  It is not even when my husband sees my needs and wishes the same that a memory or many memories can sabotage and ruin everything.   I don’t know if any of you have ever needed to retreat to a “safe space”.  It is not a weak person who does that, it is a strong person who knows they are close to breaking.  I don’t care if the right calls it woke, I call it needed emotional health care.  I often get overwhelmed and sometimes share that with you.  But each of you I would think some times reach a point where enough is enough and you need to back off or change what you are doing. 

Very few people are an island.  I am not and don’t want to be.  I love being part of a community and being part of the world I live in.  However, I do admit it becomes difficult for me sometimes.  I struggle and I stumble in ways that the maga would make fun of me for.  I am human.  I get it and have been hurt.  I still stand up for others.  And now I am calm enough that I will go get my shower and take my painful shot.   Thank you for letting me express this part of my life and I welcome your comments.  Hugs

 

NBC NEWS: Sonny Burton didn’t kill anybody, but Alabama is set to execute him

Sonny Burton didn’t kill anybody, but Alabama is set to execute him
The state of Alabama knows that Charles “Sonny” Burton didn’t kill anyone. He wasn’t there when his accomplice in a robbery pulled the trigger. But unless Governor Kay Ivey or the U.S. Supreme Court intervenes, Burton will be executed on March 12th via nitrogen gas. NBC News’ Dan Slepian spoke to him from death row, and a juror who thinks she made a grave mistake. He reports on the legal doctrine called “Felony Murder” that locks up thousands.

Read in NBC News: https://apple.news/Aa9_Nouv8TYKfFcOMC2DUaQ

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Now I Wonder How The New Chiefs Stadium Is Gonna Work Out…

California activist urges national boycott of Kansas over new transgender law


by FOX Kansas News Sat, March 7, 2026 at 6:00 AM

A California activist is calling for a boycott of the entire state of Kansas because of a new law.

Last month, the law took effect requiring all transgender people to use the bathroom of their sex at birth. The same law also invalidated hundreds of transgender Kansans driver’s licenses.

San Francisco Pride released a statement calling for a national boycott of the state, saying transgender Kansans are being targeted for simply existing.

North Carolina passed a similar law back in 2016, and economic consequences followed. The NCAA pulled the first weekend of the men’s basketball tournament out of Greensboro, and the NBA moved the All-Star game out of Charlotte because of those laws.

FOX Kansas News at 9 anchor Jack Cooper shares more in the video posted at the top of this page.

Thankful!

I love this, but especially this morning, when there is no bad weather forecast for a few days. Enjoy-get up and dance!

“Northern Emerald-Toucanet”

Also Known As: Tucanete Esmeralda (Spanish), Tucancillo Verde (Spanish)

Aptly named for its striking green plumage, the Northern Emerald-Toucanet is actually quite camouflaged in the leafy forests where it makes its home. With its tropical take on countershading — darker green on the back and wings, lighter yellow-green below — this bird beautifully matches the color palette of forest leaves, whether seen from above or from below. With its accents of chestnut, blue, and white, and a large black and yellow bill, this pigeon-sized bird is a true beauty.

Similar to other toucans, Northern Emerald-Toucanets eat mostly fruit, capitalizing on the wide diversity of fruit-bearing trees in the humid forests of their home in Central America. These birds mostly swallow their food whole, including some larger-seeded fruits, which they repeatedly regurgitate and swallow until the flesh is consumed. Whether by regurgitation or defecation, these birds spread the seeds of their food trees throughout the forest. Many tropical trees have evolved to bear fruit specifically for this purpose, taking advantage of birds’ wings to spread their seeds far and wide. In fact, the process of moving through the digestive tract of an animal actually helps the seeds of many of these trees to germinate. In effect, these toucanets, along with a cohort of other fruit-eating birds and mammals, are gardeners of their own food forests. (snip)

Bird Gallery

The Northern Emerald-Toucanet is indeed a beautiful, vibrant green, top and bottom, with the back a deeper, darker hue and the underparts lighter and slightly yellowish. The long tail is iridescent blue and green, with a rusty or chestnut tip matched by the vent feathers beneath the tail. The eight subspecies across its geographic range vary in the coloration of the throat, either blue or white, and the bill. In all subspecies, the lower mandible is black. The upper mandible has some black as well, but may be almost entirely yellow. Some subspecies also have a reddish to brown patch near the nostrils.

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Heroic Chicago trans comedian recalls saving infant from ice-cold Lake Michigan: ‘I guess I’m going in’

“The most important part of this entire story is that the baby is okay,” Lio Cundiff told The Advocate.

A Chicago comedian is speaking out about a daring rescue that left him in the freezing waters of Lake Michigan, and saving an infant from drowning.

Six days before his February 24 birthday, on a bright winter afternoon along Chicago’s Lake Michigan waterfront, Lio Cundiff had a thought that now reads like a setup to a joke. “I was on the phone with my friend, looking at the water, and I was like, ‘Man, that looks so beautiful. I just want to jump in,’” he told The Advocate in an interview on Friday. Little did he know.

Cundiff, 31, had arrived early for work on February 18 near Belmont Harbor and wandered down to the water, as he often does. He loves the lake. He loves floating in it in the summer — ideally, he says, “with a beer.” He had been taking phone calls, sitting on a bench, “vibing,” he said.

Then he heard screaming. “I just look up, and I’m like, ‘Oh my God.’ I just saw a stroller headed straight to the lake, just blown by the wind,” he recalled.

In that instant, the punchline vanished. There was no bit to craft, no self-deprecating aside about his baby face or his anxiety about sending emails, both staples of his stand-up. There was only motion. He threw down his jacket and phone and ran.

“I was like, ‘I guess I’m going in.’ And I jumped in and just tried to keep us afloat as much as possible,” he said.

Early media reports suggested that Cundiff did not know how to swim. He bristles at that characterization. “I can swim,” he said, explaining that in the hospital he told a reporter he wasn’t the strongest swimmer and preferred “to float with a beer in my hand.” “They ran with, ‘I can’t swim,’” he said.

“I can swim. I just prefer not to,” he said through a chuckle.

The baby, eight months old, was zipped inside the stroller. Cundiff had to keep the entire frame buoyant while treading freezing cold water. At one point, both of their heads went under. He describes the memory in fragments, as though replaying a film whose ending he already knows but still cannot quite believe.

“There were a few minutes where I didn’t know if we were going to be able to keep afloat,” he said. “I grabbed her hand for a second. Her tiny little fingers. I rubbed them for two seconds, and I was like, ‘Okay.’ … ‘All right, we got to keep going.’”

A bystander named Lou dropped a jacket; later, a life buoy arrived. They were about thirty feet from a ladder. Cundiff’s muscles were tightening. When they finally reached it, and the baby began to cry, he felt something like release.

“As long as she’s crying, when she gets out, that’s all I needed,” he said. (snip-MORE on the page)


Trans Girl Scouts Sell 330,000 Boxes Of Cookies In Public Outpouring Of Support

The total boxes sold is the highest in the history of EITM’s trans girl scout cookie list.

Erin Reed Mar 05, 2026

Five years ago, as anti-trans legislation first began spreading across the United States, I kept thinking about the kids caught in the middle of it—transgender children suddenly facing a wave of hostility simply for existing. That year, I started something small in response: a trans Girl Scout cookie list. Only three scouts were on it. The internet responded immediately, helping them sell out their entire quota. Every year since, I’ve made the list again, and every year it has grown larger. Now, in 2026, the list has reached a staggering scale: 220 transgender Girl Scouts participating—and together they have already sold more than 330,000 boxes of cookies, with the number still climbing every minute.

One scout hoping to fund a troop trip to Alaska—and assemble backpacks for foster children—has sold 2,500 boxes of cookies, bringing those plane tickets within reach. Another scout, a competitive soccer player, was raising money so her troop could attend scouting camp without worrying about the cost; she has now sold 4,500 boxes, ensuring that trip is covered. One troop made up of transgender Girl Scouts set their sights on learning horseback riding and attending summer camp together—and sold 22,000 boxes to make it happen. And Pim, who simply wanted to go to Niagara Falls and to take her troop camping, has sold more cookies than the website can even track: more than 100,000 boxes.

And while we can’t know exactly how many of those sales came directly from our yearly list, we do know that these trans Girl Scouts have taken the internet by storm. Posts about them have racked up millions of impressions on Facebook and gone repeatedly viral on Bluesky. In the process, countless people looking for their next box of cookies discovered a cause worth supporting—and a group of scouts they were excited to cheer on.

The news about their staggering success comes during a broader regression around scouting organizations with respect to transgender people. In December, the United Kingdom’s Girlguiding—the British equivalent of the Girl Scouts—banned transgender girls from joining, reversing a policy that had been in place since 2018. In the United States, Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth forced Scouting America to agree to classify members by sex assigned at birth, eliminate diversity initiatives, and effectively out and segregate transgender scouts from their peers. Girl Scouts of the USA, however, has yet to see the same regression—the organization still stands by its transgender inclusion policy.

For these kids, that transgender inclusion policy has given them hope. At a time when thousands of anti-LGBTQ+ bills are being proposed and passed across the country, the cookie list is proof that people out there care. When every force in the world is acting against them, for once, their identity is not treated as a curse by society, but a blessing. Parents have told me that their children have been overwhelmed with joy watching the numbers climb, realizing that strangers across the country support them. And that’s worth protecting. (snip-MORE on the page)

Trump’s Bloodthirsty Ghouls Unleashed

CBS NEWS: Bodycam video contradicts ICE claims in fatal shooting of Ruben Ray Martinez

Bodycam video contradicts ICE claims in fatal shooting of Ruben Ray Martinez
Video of last year’s fatal shooting of Ruben Ray Martinez obtained by CBS News appears to contradict claims that Martinez was shot by an ICE agent because he “accelerated” and “intentionally ran over” another agent.

Read in CBS News: https://apple.news/APq8XzPlLS5uLpKX6G4X6Mg

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Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share. 3-7-2026

Eeeek!! Look! It’s my newest zine!!
Gender Liberation and Warm Fuzzies tells the story of the class trip Stephie went to. Do you remember all the drama that happened then?!
Also, I added the Legend of The Rarest Genders to it because that story was...

 

Eeeek!! Look! It’s my newest zine!!

Gender Liberation and Warm Fuzzies tells the story of the class trip Stephie went to. Do you remember all the drama that happened then?!
Also, I added the Legend of The Rarest Genders to it because that story was just so awesome and it makes this book the longest I’ve ever published :O Yay!!

 

 

#lgbt from -Call me Jasper-

 

 

 

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I have dysphasia from a stroke in 2023 but it doesn’t effect my typing, I just spell really bad anyway.  Hugs

 

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Jimmy Margulies for 3/4/2026

 

 

Under text that reads “Creature from MaraLago” a female monster rises from a body of water.

 

 

 

 

Holy shit his son is creepy.

The Ellisons are going to strip assets from their acquisitions that were built by talented artists and truly skilled professionals and create new content that caters to these douchebags.

 

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John Branch for 3/5/2026

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lee Judge for 3/4/2026

 

Jimmy Margulies for 3/3/2026

 

Jimmy Margulies for 3/2/2026

 

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Mike Smith for 3/5/2026

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Mike Smith for 3/2/2026

 

 

Lee Judge for 3/3/2026

 

 

 

 

 

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John Branch for 3/2/2026

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The same people who felt Benghazi was mishandled will have absolutely no interest in all our embassies being destroyed and all our staff left stranded due to DOGE budget cuts.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Three Trump Administration officials at a press conference.

“With these strikes, the President sends a powerful message to the world. We’ll let you know when we figure out what it is.”

 

 

 

 

Lee Judge for 3/2/2026

 

 

Mike Smith for 3/3/2026

 

 

 

 

 

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Jon Russo for 3/5/2026

Tom Stiglich for 3/4/2026

 

Mike Smith for 3/4/2026

Lee Judge for 3/5/2026

Chip Bok for 3/5/2026

 

 

 

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Why It’s Good When Someone Pays Close Attention To Legislatures

Here’s an example of another “ingenious” bill in the Great State of Kansas. From my Topeka Buzz email, where there’s lots of similarly ingenious work. I post these because I’ve read that this stuff is being brought up in almost every state, so do all you can to keep track in yours.

Senate Passes Mail Voting Bill With Built-In Self-Destruct Clause
SB 394 passed the Senate 26-11 Thursday with one senator voting present and two absent. The bill adds signature requirements to mail ballot envelopes — spaces for the voter, any helper, and anyone signing on a voter’s behalf, plus a perjury-warning affidavit. But the headline provision is the court-triggered repeal: if any court issues a final, non-appealable order blocking the signature-check rule in K.S.A. 25-1124(h), the Secretary of State must publish notice in the Kansas Register and most state laws authorizing mail voting automatically void, except where federal law requires it. Three Republicans—Mike Argabright (R), Joseph Claeys (R), and Brenda Dietrich (R)—voted no alongside the Democratic caucus, while Ronald Ryckman (R) and Pat Pettey (D) were absent. The bill effectively tells the courts: strike down our signature rules and we’ll take mail voting with them. It now heads to the House.
Medicaid and SNAP Eligibility Overhaul Clears Senate
SB 363 — the Medicaid and SNAP eligibility-tightening bill we flagged when it came out of the Government Efficiency Committee — passed the Senate 25-12 Thursday with one present vote and two absent. The bill requires cross-agency data matching for eligibility verification, cuts retroactive Medicaid from three months to two, limits self-attestation, raises the SNAP work requirement age to 64, and mandates quarterly legislative reporting starting in 2027. One provision cuts the other direction: KDHE must seek federal approval for continuous Medicaid coverage for people with permanent intellectual or developmental disabilities who receive home services. The bill now heads to the House, where anti-hunger advocates and disability groups are likely to press their case that the eligibility barriers will cause coverage losses that outweigh any savings from reduced improper payments.
Identical Constitutional Amendments Filed in Both Chambers to Eliminate State Taxes
Legislators introduced matching constitutional amendments Thursday — SCR 1624 in the Senate and HCR 5034 in the House — proposing a “Freedom from Taxes Fund” in the Kansas Constitution. The plan would repeal certain sales and use tax exemptions and deposit the added revenue as untouchable principal in a state investment fund; only the interest earnings could be spent, and only to replace revenue from taxes being eliminated. The phased sequence: motor vehicle property taxes and registration fees first, then certain state-mandated property taxes, then state income and privilege taxes. A temporary Kansas Citizens Freedom Review Board would review exemptions, and each tax elimination would require the State Treasurer to certify sufficient interest earnings and the Legislature to approve by concurrent resolution. The dual filing signals serious intent, but both resolutions would need two-thirds votes in each chamber to reach the ballot — a high bar for a proposal that critics will argue relies on investment returns to replace billions in tax revenue.