Ron made a great meal of baked Ziti and garlic bread. It was what I asked for, and he seemed to understand even though I was hiding it from him, I was very upset. I ate two small plates full, even though that was a lot for me.
But now I must go to bed. Not only is the food and emotional upset screaming through my body, but I can not deal with anything else. I can not deal with the 180 web pages, tabs I have opened on two different computers. I simply can’t deal with any of them. So I must close it all down. Go to bed, and try desperately to sleep. That again will be with some help from Ron.
Often when one or the other of us can not sleep cuddling with the other does the trick, the only thing is who cuddles who and for how long. Sometimes cuddles turn into sexy time. But often it is simply a way to go to sleep when one is upset over the day’s news. Plus we never go to bed at the same time, so if I am to wait for Ron to come to bed to feel better, I would have to ask him before heading to the bedroom. Anyway today and the posts I have made have exhausted me, and I simply must stop. So all those tabs will go into the cue for morning. Hugs and loves to all.
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Rest well, both of you.
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Wishing you a very peaceful sleep tonight, my friend. Hugs
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Good morning Jill. It was sleep, but not peaceful. Ron said he knew I was having bad dreams because I was talking softly in fits and spurts, but as I was not thrashing or crying out, he did not wake me. I may try to sleep later. Today I want to try to get back to a normal work load and knock out some of the stuff from last week. Hugs
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Maybe getting back to a normal work load will help get you focused again and send the memories back into the cubbyhole of your mind where they won’t be bombarding you constantly. For a while, anyway. Hugs
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