Category: Emotions / Emotional / Feelings
Angie Nixon Shows How Real Politics Is Done
Angie Nixon shows that politicians need to support the LGBTQ+ community instead of running from them. She speaks with a lesbian about her life and her wife. She is supportive and it comes out Nixon’s son is gay / out and she is a very supportive mother. Hugs
What to do if you need help. Please do this. I understand.
I do this. I share on this blog. But if trouble I call Randy. I desperately do not want to return to the bad times. But if the nightmares get bad, if I am crying I reach out to him. Does he deserve to be my main support person? No, but he is willing to be so. Just weeks ago I was struggling with self harming again. I called Randy. I did not know but I interrupted his getting supper after a hard time at work. He talked me off the ledge, he calmed me down, and he did not let me off the phone until I assured him I wouldn’t hurt myself. That is the person Randy is. I am so sorry to put my friend through this. Hugs
Is This The Most Desperate Smear Campaign In Modern Politics?
“Material Support For Terror”: Journalist Reveals How US Synagogues Fund Israeli Settlers
Clips from the Majority Report on Bibi knowing about October 7th and how hard the Israeli government / lobby fights to keep repeating Hamas as a defense to every criminal act the government does.
Clips from the Majority Report on the right’s bigotry and Muslim hating Islamophobia
I was up all night with stomach distress.
Last night I ate what I felt was a large meal for supper at 4 pm. Ron made me a steak with a small soup bowl salad along with three slices of buttered bread. I ate all the salad, ate 2/3rd of the steak and two slices of bread. I felt I did great. Ron felt I did not eat much or enough and should eat more. Ron also eats everything I don’t finish and has his own hunger issues. Ron is always hungry, especially at night.
I was so tired after eating that I was falling asleep at my desk, so I with Ron’s urging went to bed. I slept until about 11 p.m.. Ron had stayed up until then watching a show. So he came to bed and we chatted a bit. We decided to cuddle later. But by midnight I was having stomach distress. It got worse as the night wore on. I got up about 1 a.m. and took medication and sipped on a deit caffeine free cola to help me burb releasing the pressure. I was careful not to add too much liquid which would cause my stomach to void as soon as possible. I went back to bed a couple of hours later. As I layed in bed I felt my stomach release and start to empty at 4:46 a.m., and at the same time I felt the morning bowel movement need coming on. Related … I don’t know as I always do a morning BM minutes after getting up between 4 and 5 a.m..
I was still quessy as I got up then as I had a soda and a couple of fiber cookies. Ron and I talked about the probiotic suggestions and the suggestions on priorities. As you see I have not stressed over being late on posts. MDavis and others have made a good point that my putting pressure on myself when I am not feeling well to do more is only making me feel worse and doing damage to the healing myself. I will continue to do my best as I love doing this, but I won’t hurt myself or get so upset that I push myself harmfully to make the posts. Thank you to the readers of this blog for giving me that space and letting me take the time to heal or at least not drive myself to being more sick.
At 8:30 a.m. I ate a small piece of lazanna that I had made and frozen a month ago. It was great but while Ron had eaten the majority of it but the small piece he left was almost more than I could finish. But it tasted and felt great as I ate it.
At 1 p.m. Ron wanted me to have lunch. There was no way. Now it is getting past 3:30 p.m. And Ron wants me to eat supper. I can’t! So I guess I will negotiate a small sub or sandwich as there is no way I can eat a real meal. I might do a small salad which I also would love.
It is thundering and raining so the cat is terrified. Ron is going to make me a sandwich of ham, chicken, turkey, and lettuce, and he wants me to eat half of it, drink a nutrition shake, and wait to eat the other half for at least half an hour. He doesn’t want the issues I had last night. I have my allergy appointment tomorrow at 10 a.m. So I will be posting news from my iPad.
OK I had the 1/2 sandwich and the nutrition shake. I have to admit I am full. Entirely stuffed. So I am glad I did as Ron wanted me to do. There is a reason he has like 27 years of medical experience. If I had eaten more I might suffer as I did last night. Thinking of adding a few more things to the cartoons / memes post and then go to bed. Hugs
Not where I used to be.
For those interested in my food intake.
So after I came out of the bedroom Ron asked me to peel the potatoes for supper. I had told him before I went to take my shot that if I was to eat it needed to happen soon. So he made one of my favorites, shaken bake chicken, smashed potatoes, and brown gravy with corn as the vegetable. I was able to eat a small chicken part, a scoop of potatoes with gravy, and half my bowl of corn. I was shocked to get that much down. I regret I did not finish my cartoon / meme post nor did I work on the news post. But I ate two meals today which is a big improvement. But now I am going to bed as I am very tired. Hugs
Scottie's Playtime 