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As an abused trafficed kid I was constantly told I was unworthy of anyone loving me.ย I was constantly told that unless I agreed to do what my abusers wanted I would die alone on the streets under a bridge.ย I had it drilled into me I was not loveable, I was not worthy of normal human respect.ย I think you can understand they used different words, more hateful, along with physical violence to reinforce it.ย I have had to struggle against it all my adult life.ย I had the ability but every time it looked like I would succeed, my mind would short circuit.ย Ron has worked 36 years plus to show me they were wrong, that I am not the thing they tried to make me.ย I am loved, I am a good person, I do have friends, I am… not what they wanted to make me.ย Hugs




















Btw, hereโs a picture of Joe Biden alert and standing up in NYC at theย ceremony todayโyou know, the same Joe Biden who the press ratfucked out of the White House 2 years ago by insisting he was at deathโs door and basically braindead.















Notice the date on the meme above.ย Hugs






























































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I will not give up today.ย I hope not to give up tomorrow.ย I won’t hurt myself today even as much as I want to.ย I will not do suicide.ย ย Hugs


I am living proof of this.ย My story could haveended like so many other abused/trafficked kids like me, but I hung on, I went in the military to find a way to live with out my abusers.ย I survived.ย You can also.ย ย Hugs


I do this.ย I share on this blog.ย But if in trouble I call Randy. I desperately do not want to return to the bad times.ย But if the nightmares get bad, if I am crying I reach out to him.ย Does he deserve to be my main support person?ย No, but he is willing to be so.ย Just weeks ago I was struggling with selfharinging again.ย I called randy.ย I did not know but I interrupted his getting supper after a hard time at work.ย He talked me off the ledge, he calmed me down, and he did not let me off the phone until I assured him I wouldn’t hurt myself.ย That is the person Randy is.ย I am so sorry to put my friend through this.ย Hugs


























































































Hello everyone.ย I have an issue with the cartoon pages. They stopped working when several programs were updated.ย Turning off add blockers seems to bring up the cartoon on each page but I have to disable it on each of the 67 pages.ย There has been something that is not working correctly with vavaldi browser. I will try one more thing before I go to reseting the computer and then reloading it.ย I need the cartoon pages to do the cartoon / meme posts. I will try to be as fast as I can. Hugs.ย ย



















