Hello Playtime viewers, thank you so much for being here. I want to tell you something that is going on with me and hope it helps you understand why sometimes lately it is more than my pain levels that is causing me to go to bed and why I am not able to quickly answer comments.
Right up front it seems my pancreas is not producing insulin at any real sufficient amount anymore. The pills I have taken for years do not really work anymore. This is not due to diet, but due to the fact that to help me be able to calm the back muscle spasms and to handle the damage to my spine I have to take heavy steroid injections. Oh yes if I could get out and weight lift and exercise, I would be so ripped.
At the risk of irritating those that worry I share too much about my own life let me tell you about my day and the blood sugar issue I endured.
I got up with Ron, we try to get up together, since there is no way we can go to bed together. Yes, it is silly but it means something to us, and we try to do it. We started our day. I am trying hard to restrict my caloric intake, I have a very sit on my ass lifestyle, I do not need a lot of calories. Plus groceries are expensive. Ron likes to push food on me, because he is a loving spouse.
Fast forward to lunch, he had breakfast, I did not. I took my blood sugar and it was low so the insulin required was only 4 units. He made me a salad which I try to have at least once a day often twice, my salad is lettuce, mushrooms, carrot shavings, crotons, and if we have them hardboiled egg white parts. (side note if I get hungry for breakfast I try to have three or four hard boiled eggs with nothing else, this diet has reduced my waist and belly size amazingly) he made me one roast beef with white cheddar cheese & mustard sandwich. Don’t worry, this will become more important in a few minutes. I promise. So after I ate that I was still hungry so Ron made me another sandwich. Then craving salt, I had the last few crumbs of Lays chips we had in the house (we decided not to have them as Ron is the same with chips that I am with sweets, if they are in the house we will eat them no matter how bad for us so now we don’t have them in the house)
We both went for a nap, we both get tired after eating and normally take a nap in the early afternoon. I think it is more an excuse to lay down with each other than sleep but we do it most days. But I couldn’t sleep. So I got up, but as I got hotter and hotter, my thoughts got more confused. When Ron got up I complained to him how hot I was and that I was struggling to think. He knew something was wrong and told me it was not that hot in the house. He had me take my blood sugar and yes it was very high. This was hours after lunch. He had me take more insulin to cover it. I was up in the 400 territory. I took the insulin he told me and within ten minutes I felt better and could think more clearly. It seems my pancreas is not producing insulin even with my pill medication. My endocrinologist was worried about this because of the steroids I need. He tells me that pills wont lower blood sugar if you are taking steroids. That is why he put me on insulin along with my pills. It seems that as the steroids increase the pills have less effect. I think I will soon have to go on a regiment of insulin that at I worry is going to be very expensive. So that is my day. Earlier I was foggy in my thinking, now at 6 PM I feel clear headed. Ron has so much mental degradation in his family he is terrified of it, and I admit when my thoughts get foggy due to blood sugar it is scary for me. One of the things I love most is my ability to reason, but when my blood sugar is out of whack it is like walking through waist high water and trying to run. You cannot do it well. Any way I just wanted to keep you grand viewers what is going on with me. Hugs