Everything, every bone, every muscle in my body hurts! But Ron made a grand supper

I just filled up this window with the tabs from sites / comments that I want to answer. I have the video monitor going on a YouTube channel I like, and I want to start answering reading the many tabs, but Ron just had me take my blood sugar for supper.  I am proud to say that even with the steroids my diet control kept my BS to 119.   It is not easy, I am so hungry and want to eat, and yes during these periods I crave sweet stuff.  

Dogs that love gravy, Ron just brought to me a huge roast beef sandwich covered deeply with brown gravy.  He then returned with a plate of french fries and a bowl of more gravy.  To say that I won’t be able to eat all this is an understatement.  But the sad thing is this was one of my most favorite meals, that in the old days I would have devoured all of it and asked for more.

However my wonderful love who created that meal reminded me of our agreement for my mental health.  After I eat supper at night or if I don’t eat, which is often, at 7 pm my blogging / computer time is over.   At that time I either go to bed or turn to my X-boxes and play a game to get me ready for bed.  That agreement was made because I was getting far too upset at night and being unable or unwilling to go to bed.  It is a good compromise with the man I get to sleep with and who feeds me such great meals.   

So while I just opened another 23 tabs so I won’t lose them, I will close the computers down.  I doubt I will play Halo … oh who am I kidding, yes I will try as I love it, and then go to bed.  Loves and hugs to all.   Scottie