This is a hard story for me to cover and keep hearing about. It is picking the scab of my healing over my childhood abuse. I was also trafficked. These were girls but I was used as if I was a girl because to these people if you are young enough it doesn’t matter, you either have three holes to use or only two holes to use. I struggle to remember the many times I was told I was better than YYY girl or better than my hell spawn sibling, or that a boy was better than a girl we knew what to do and were more trainable … that one was when I was 6 years old.
Sorry as I said this issue is hard for me to deal with. I am not feeling well to begin with and this issue I am constantly dealing with has made my own abuse come to the front of my mind / memories. I am again not sleeping and Ron has been constantly waking me from vocal violent nightmares. I recently wrote a male survivor friend that while I always knew and dealt with my abuse I am still recovering memories of it that my mind has denied me from knowing to protect me. Some of them are the most abusive or when I was given to others … the feelings of betrayal. Those memories are mostly from when I was very young.
The last thing I would ask is not that you feel sympathy for me. I am now 62 years old and while I suffer the scars of my childhood I worry about the children of today. Please keep your eyes and ears open. If you hear a child cry, especially in a public place find out why. If you see a child not wanting to go with an adult and the child is very upset / crying investigate. I read an article how a little girl before puberty had been abducted and abused for several days was rescued because a store worker noticed how she pulled back when the abductor reached for her and how she held herself. The store worker noticed how strained the little girl was with the man and how she reacted when the man touched her, then called the police.
I know it is too late for me, but I wonder at the people who knew or suspected that tried to help on the margins like keeping library books for me when they knew I couldn’t take them home, or those that seen the bruises and welts yet never asked questions. Would my life have been changed? Hugs
July 26, 2025
ABC News reports:
Ghislaine Maxwell, who sources told ABC News initiated the meetings with the Department of Justice, answered questions for about nine hours over two days after being granted a limited form of immunity, the sources said.
The immunity allowed Maxwell to freely answer Deputy Attorney General Todd Blanche’s questions without fear that her responses could later be used against her, the sources said.
The so-called proffer immunity is commonly granted to individuals prosecutors are seeking to make cooperators in a criminal case. Maxwell has already been tried, convicted and sentenced for sex trafficking underage girls.
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Folks do realize she’s going to implicate the Clintons and other Democrats and claim Trump is innocent right?
She’s going to lie and leave out huge parts of the truth. She’s in this for herself and will say whatever she has to say to get a pardon.
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Trump has hit bottom. He is using his position as President to forgive the unforgivable, to free the guilty, to muddy the waters with enough legalities…Scott Baio would be a perfect match, btw.
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Hi Judy. It is not a dealbreaker for his followers that he is a convicted sexual abuser. Epstein’s housekeeper testified as did two 12 year old girls about tRump abusing and raping them. One girl testified she was just 13 when she was raped and abused by tRump. When she cried and begged telling him she was a virgin he slapped her, held her down, and told her he could do anything he wanted. He then raped her, insulted her for his bad performance, and when she complained to Epstein he beat her and raped her himself. I know the answer from my childhood but why is a 13 year old girl nude in front of a man in a bedroom? That is alarm number one, nude little girls giving massages to nude adult men in private rooms? These are court documents. However the case against tRump was dropped when the girl disappeared and did not show up in court and she couldn’t be found. She had warned that she had been threatened with that and that she had seen other girls disappeared. Please google it, the court documents are shocking. But the media refuses to use them because they are scared of … being disappeared? Hugs
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