Wow! This has taken a long time. I had hoped to do it every day. But I have been at this since 4 am and it is now 12 pm when I am finishing it. I love sharing the horrible shit the right wing thinks, the things the cult wants to do. If everyone likes these posts so they can choose what to read or ignore let me know. If no one wants them then I am wasting 8 hours of my life. Love and hugs to all. PS. On the other side even with my issues I am feeling a lot more energized. It seems I go one 24 hour period with no sleep and then sleep nearly 12 hours … and repeat. Love all of you, really feel good right now.
But please let me know what you feel of these posts. Do they keep you informed? Do they help? As to if I listen yes, I have decided to post the meme post twice a week because the majority of the few responces I got implied they were too many in each post. So the one I have now worked on for several days will be posted tomorrow morning and since only one person said they cared about the day, I will now try to do them on Wednesday and Sunday. However the voting is still open if I get a new majority of people who feel a different day is better for them. Again as always, loves and hugs. Scottie
BEHOLD THE PEACEFUL GRANDMOTHERS:
BEHOLD THE PEACEFUL GRANDMOTHERS:
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White male bosses, black / brown low level employees without a chance of promotion. White women secretaries / assistants. In other words, 1950 to 1960.
The law assures that only law enforcement agencies will investigate reports of misconduct by law enforcement officers.
perversatile Uncle Mark – Now with caffeine12 hours ago
Pepperage Farm remembers…
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2023/may/22/ron-desantis-police-relocation-violent-records
DeSantis’s $13.5m police program lures officers with violent records to Florida
Governor’s incentive scheme recruits officers with history of excessive violence or who have been arrested since signing up
Civilian review boards have a chilling effect on police misconduct and coverups so of course they have to go.
PREVIOUSLY ON JMG: Kat Kerr declares that people who stole the election will “hang on meat hooks in hell right next to Hitler.” Kat Kerr says 150-foot angels will kill her critics. Kat Kerr says a talking scroll in heaven will soon prove the “legality” that Trump is still president. Kat Kerr says she heard God “laughing loudly” at Biden’s fake electoral college count. Kat Kerr says Jesus took her to a football game in heaven where he always wins at every sport. Kat Kerr says Jesus personally gave her the commission to draw a portrait of God and that she touched God’s hair while visiting heaven to create the drawing. Kat Kerr personally dispatches 1000 “special ops angels” to ensure Trump is reelected. Kat Kerr assigns 100 million angels to guard the Republican convention. Kat Kerr claims God destroyed the Bahamas with a hurricane due to all the underground sex trafficking tunnels. Kat Kerr claims she saw angels bombarding Trump protesters to drive out their “demonic infections.” Kat Kerr claims she waved at the blond angels guarding the tomb of Jesus. Kat Kerr claims she met Whitney Houston in heaven. Kat Kerr claims the GOP secretly won the 2018 House midterms by pretending to be Democrats. Kat Kerr claims all the aborted babies in heaven had a dance party after Kavanaugh was sworn in. Kat Kerr claims God has a rainbow colored pet unicorn. Kat Kerr claims she met Jesus in person and he was totally hot. Kat Kerr clams that once you reach heaven, Jesus personally throws you a dance party in his mansion and serves you the delicious desserts he baked himself. Kat Kerry claims God personally told her the results of the next five presidential elections. Kat Kerr “takes authority” over volcanoes, hurricanes, and wildfires in the name of Jesus, failing to stop each event.
Bannon’s border wall scam trial is set to start February 25.
Scottie's Playtime 
I never hated anyone before trump’s first term, then I began hating. I stopped listening to or watching the news as it was physically painful to do so. I stopped reading newspapers for the same reason. I realize my hatred only hurts myself and not the objects of my feelings, so I am attempting to stop the cycle of violent thoughts I hold…so I won’t be reading any more of these posts my darling boy. Keep posting though. people need to know what is holding our republic hostage.
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Hi Suze. I fully understand. About hate, my own anger and hate was destroying me in my 20s, and it was really hurting my relationship with Ron as he and his family had never had such hate. Did you watch my video on hate and my need to remove it from my life? Still goof and use the word when I mean really angry or some other way to describe my emotions. But for me the act of seriously vile hate that would have me wish death or other harm on someone I had to remove from my emotions, from my life. I will post the video below in case you did not see it. Hugs and loves. Scottie
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i saw it, and repeat it when I feel overwhelmed. I am really having a difficult time letting go of the negative emotions towards anyone who is MAGA, and I am surrounded by them. I’d move to a state that has democratic rule but can’t afford it at all…and besides, winter is difficult enough in a southern state…much less somewhere further north. sigh.
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I hate things (plastic packaging?!), actions, sometimes consequences (waiting too long to use scissors on plastic packaging?!), and such, but not people. But there are many people from whom I’d prefer to stay away, because they make it difficult to remember they’re no more or less than I am. So there’s that.
I used to think Chicago would be the place I’d land. My mother’s family was there (I was born somewhat North of Chicago and lived in Chicagoland until I was 4,) and we visited once a year over the summer. Good times, and great family. Later in life, though, my cousin explained to me that Chicago was sensible politically, but the rest of the state was a great deal like Kentucky (which likely has blue voters like us, too.)
Everything’s everywhere. All we can do is make as much space around ourselves as bright as we can, as much as we can. I appreciate you being here, Suze!
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Hi Ali. I understand what you are saying. I like that you save the passion of hate for objects not people. But for me the rage of hate was a flame that was burning me far more than those I was letting fuel that hate fire. It was devouring me and not touching those I hated. I hope you understand I am talking about myself and not you or anyone else. My hate was destroying me.
I know that is not the same hate you are talking about … or at least I think it is not. For the things you mention I also dislike and I try to use different words than hate. Yes I understand I am being semantic and that is because to me it is important to wall off that rage, that anger, that burning destructive star fire that to me the word hate means.
I know you have been hurt badly in your past. I suspect you felt that hate I am talking about. The kind of hate that would let you take unspeakable actions of revenge or harm to others. But for me that hate was killing the best of me, the good in me, more than it was damaging those who caused it / planted the seed of that hate in me. I realized that I was being destroyed by and acting on that raging burning hate I felt more than it was harming them. More it was what they hoped would happen, what they wanted to happen to me. I either joined them on the dark side or I would have it destroy me.
Ron showed me another path. He became my Yoda, my Obi-Wan. He led me from the darkness gathering around my being and lighted the way to a better place. He keeps that light driving away the darkness as much as he could for as long as he can. It doesn’t need to be that bright now because most of the darkness that was in me and surrounded me is gone. We worked to make it retreat and love / caring replaced it. Instead of the desire to hurt and harm I transferred that drive to helping and championing those who also suffered and need help.
I just realized reading back over this I slipped into using the Star Wars movies as a way to explain what I was trying to say. I like it and it makes it simple. My abusers were the evil emperor and I was being pushed into being Darth Vader. My hate was moving me ever further into the dark side of life, which is what my abusers wanted. Ron not only stood between them and me, he provided the path to the light side, a way to work from the bad side to the good. In the words you might use, from evil to good. The abusers were evil, the dark forces. Ron was the good, a warrior for the good. He was the light side. He gave me the path and showed me the way. But I had to walk that path, I had to do the work. I took the chance. My life has been so much better not to mention so much longer for doing that. Hugs
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No, no matter what and who, I’ve never wanted revenge. Somehow, that doesn’t seem to be in me. What I want is for them to be as far away as possible from me, or vice versa. Out of my world, out of my consciousness.
Sometimes memories/feelings come back randomly but there is no danger; I let those flow along with whatever came in before and after, and keep going with the rest of whatever flows in and out. Now if something is making memories/feelings come back, I have to find out what is doing that so I can get rid of it, while not taking away my own quality of life. As a recent example, the upcoming Trump presidency. Trump is an abuser and a batterer. The campaign for his first brought on severe generalized anxiety, so I was already reinforcing my mind when he announced his candidacy, and now against this coming admin. I have not/will not listen to his voice, ever again, since I figured it out the first time. And that keeps me even.
I don’t want to ever carry a burden that is someone else’s bad act. That’s for them to live with. It isn’t as easy as it sounds, of course; I’m trying to be brief.
These words of yours: I realized that I was being destroyed by and acting on that raging burning hate I felt more than it was harming them. It’s never occurred to me to want anything other than away from all of that.
So they can’t take my words away, either. I hate plastic packaging!! Not to make light of serious stuff. You get what I mean.
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Hi Ali. You wrote … Now if something is making memories/feelings come back, … I dearly hope I have not done that. Shit that is horrible of me if I did. Please understand I did not mean to do so.
I don’t want to ever carry a burden that is someone else’s bad act. That’s for them to live with. It isn’t as easy as it sounds, of course; I’m trying to be brief. I admire you for that. I wish I could do that. Unfortunately since my abuse started at age 3 and continued until I was 24, it altered my mind, my way of processing my past. The doctor that knows the most about my abuse and can tell when we meet if I am struggling with memories tells me I have PTSD and really need therapy for it. Recently almost every visit. As for you being brief this blog is not only for me to vent … you and Randy may also. Ali you have a following here who really care about you. If you wish to write your feelings, your frustrations, your angers here on these pages please do so and let all of us support you. We care!
It’s never occurred to me to want anything other than away from all of that. Ali you do not or can not understand how grateful I am for that. It means the part of me that was burned away that I constantly try to rebuild is still alive and healthy in you. I made the mistake of returning to the home I left, that I was abused in thinking that being an adult and doing what none of them ever did by being in the military would protect me. It did not. I was raped the second day I returned, twice. The last time one of them did that was when I was, I think 24, I met Ron and my world changed. He became the barrier they couldn’t cross to get to me. Why as an Army vet I submitted to the rapes and forced oral sex … I don’t know … I became that little scared boy who only had a mat in a hallway to sleep on.
So they can’t take my words away, either. No they can’t. Not as long as this blog stands. You say what and how you want here. I am grateful you do. You are an amazing survivor even though I think you would balk at the term, you are. And also an inspiration to battered abused people everywhere. So you post as you wish, no matter what you wish to post on or comment on. Loves and hugs.
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Scottie, don’t worry about me. First, it is up to me to govern how much of what I read/see wherever I am. I was hoping that leading into my bout of anxiety during the 1st Trump run would be clear that that was what did it, but I use way too many words. If I can’t take what you write, I’ll come back and read it later, or something. I try to not write to make others take it personally, but sometimes I may fail at that. I still don’t intend for you or others to take something like that personally. I would just tell you straight out, or tell you I’ve sent you an email and tell you there. You know me!💖
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I should add, or reiterate, these things aren’t as easy to always do as they are to read here. I do try to be brief! But over time it gets easier.
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Hi Ali. You are my friend so I will always worry about you. I am glad things are getting better and easier for you. But we are always here to support friends. Just let us know. Hugs
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Hi Suze. I understand. I struggle with that also. I don’t mind the live and let live attitude until it comes to people’s rights to live, freedom, and their rights to equality. That is when I can not agree to disagree. I also struggle with the those that deny facts and reality. So you are not alone. I wish I could be there for you, be your sounding board. I have offered you to voice your thoughts here, but I understand your reasons for not wanting to do so. Still I find it very cathartic to say my thoughts on things here. The offer will remain open to you should you like to take advantage of it. Even as a once and while guest author.
As for moving again I understand what you are saying as Ron and I are in the same boat. We can not afford to move and yet we are in Florida which was once to be maga paradise. That has failed and not only has the influx of people to the state stopped but there has been a huge amount of people leaving the state. Many very disillusioned of the maga goals, not to mention how expensive everything is here.
We can’t afford to move and the price we paid for our home we can not get back out of it. Existing home prices for sale in our area died, and new home developments are very expensive and mostly empty. So selling our home wouldn’t give us enough to buy a home elsewhere. Our limited savings are keeping us going in the hard times but wouldn’t be enough to buy a new home. So unless we become refugees fleeing Florida to protect our lives or our marriage we are stuck here. Unless we win the lottery, the US retirement plan. Hugs
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I read it all, listened to some. Of all the outrageous stuff, my biggest question is this: if Kat Kerr really went to heaven to watch football with Jesus, why in the name of whatever did she come back here?
I know this is a secular, mostly agnostic-atheist list. But most if not all of us are familiar with the concept of heaven. Who would come back here?!?
They can’t believe in God, or they’d be too afraid to do what they do.
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Hello Ali. You are so very very correct. For a person who believes in heaven as a real place in the presence of their loving god, why would they ever want to leave. Plus how could they exist in mortal life remembering and losing the peace, joy, and being in the presence of the god they worship. As a non-bible believer I also have a “heaven” I would love to be true. If I got there I would never want to leave to return to a moral existence of pain and struggle.
I won’t bother you with my heathen version of heaven. But let’s use the idea of reincarnation and the collective consciousness / essence of the universe that some believe. That is where when we die our “energy of self” goes to a universal place / plane of existence where we mingle with all the other energies of self from every being in the universe. Some believe that our essences are assigned to a spot of fellow essences of our own world or even more restrictive ones to our own species. But for me to accept it then all essences must be allowed to swirl and mix together. From that vast collection of life, memories, and thought somehow some grow tired of such a mixed link of existence / knowledge and seek to join some of their bits with bits of others to come back to a moral existence.
That is the place the exercise breaks down for me. If I had access to all that knowledge, feelings, emotions, and memories … why would I ever leave. It would take eternity itself to experience, feel, and understand it all. Why give all that up? Really? But in order to make the system work, some … many … must and do such thing. But as you say why walk away from heaven.
One last thing because I know you will understand that I am not mocking or insulting your faith. When the idea of heaven was introduced and preached to the masses, the clergy and land owning making profit off the working poor had a problem. Many of the working people decided why struggle and toil when they could kill themselves and go to the heaven they were constantly told about. That produced a huge problem to the system of the working poor being placated by religion to accept their plight in the world. So the largest “church” at the time being the Catholic Church under the different masters / leaders, but all agreed that they couldn’t have the poor all committing suicide, so they created the idea that the only sin god couldn’t forgive was killing yourself. Hugs
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Yeah, I’m not saying I know what heaven is, or should be, or what anyone else thinks it should be. I’m just saying, heaven. If you’re there, why come back here? So, Kat Kerr was lying.
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