I had my allergy shots this morning. Ron and Diane have gone to see if they can find the casino in the next county over. I am trying to stay awake. I want to see if I can reply to a few comments before going back to bed. Fof those that don’t know I am not eating. I have one meal in the morning and spend most of my time in bed these days. My blood tests showed my red and white blood cells were all messed up. Animia? Cancer? Depression? My body breaks down under stress, and I have been stressed since November of last year. It is a lot less right now with Ron home but he still has little time for stuff at home because of the need to spend so much time with his sister. Plus he is having health issues as well. The real issue is I am tired. Just so tired I am unable to think, eat, or even engage with Ron. I find I am easily irritated, and when he reached out to touch me in bed I snaped at him for it. I have not reacted that way in a long time. I like his touch. I have lost between 8 to 10 pounds because I am not eating. I keep this up and I could get from my normal 170 t the goal of 150 pounds I want. 😀😃😉😎. Ron is concerned and says if we don’t see improvement next week I have to contact my primary care doctor. It all seems like too much work, I just want to go back to bed. The pain is less there. My right leg becomes so painful after five minutes of use I can’t really walk and I have to do the dishes with a rolling very high adjustable stool.
Anyway the video below is a great example of why real Christians are not bigots. I wish I felt up to posting more videos, it is all I seem able to do right now, just watch videos. Be well, and enjoy the Rev. explain why bigotry is a really bad thing for the Christian church. Hugs
Scottie's Playtime 
Scottie, it sounds like you’re really sick, whatever the origin. I wish there was a way to let Ron and Diane know how I’ll you are. You’re going to literally waste away to whatever is fatiguing you. It”s making me a little bit angry, and a lot worried. The situation you’re in won’t last a long time; your body will begin to shut down if it hasn’t.
You did great work back in Nov. and Dec., keeping up your spirits and your household and your blog, along with Tupac. You did that alone, and you did really well, all things considered. But there was supposed to be a light at the end of that tunnel, and instead it seems as if the tunnel is simply getting longer and longer. This is past you making up your mind to get up and eat, and do the dishes or change the litter. You should see a medical care provider, but you need someone to get that set up and help get you there. At least, that’s how it sounds. I can’t come down there and do it, or I would.
I’ll stop there, because I wrote somewhat more, but it’s pretty buttinsky and judgmental, and I don’t want that. But I don’t want you to die from malnutrition, either. sigh
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“know how I’ll you are” should be “ill.” I changed it twice, and it was “ill” when I clicked the Reply button. Freakin’ autocorrect! 🤬
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