

I will not give up today. I hope not to give up tomorrow. I won’t hurt myself today even as much as I want to. I will not do suicide. Hugs


I am living proof of this. My story could haveended like so many other abused/trafficked kids like me, but I hung on, I went in the military to find a way to live with out my abusers. I survived. You can also. Hugs


I do this. I share on this blog. But if in trouble I call Randy. I desperately do not want to return to the bad times. But if the nightmares get bad, if I am crying I reach out to him. Does he deserve to be my main support person? No, but he is willing to be so. Just weeks ago I was struggling with selfharinging again. I called randy. I did not know but I interrupted his getting supper after a hard time at work. He talked me off the ledge, he calmed me down, and he did not let me off the phone until I assured him I wouldn’t hurt myself. That is the person Randy is. I am so sorry to put my friend through this. Hugs

























































































