Category: Sex / Sexual

Last Kiss Presents-

I’m pretty sure it’s no secret, nor a surprise, that I read comics (considering I post several here.) I started reading Last Kiss on GoComics, and one day I had a little time so I went to the artist/author’s page, then went to his blog. I signed up for emails, even, though I read at GoComics most days in the week. Anyway, this one was in yesterday’s email. I thought of getting it and posting it, but I’m a little crunched with writing the GOTV postcards, and I didn’t get it done. I read the email again today, and decided Scottie’s is a good place for this one. I think everyone would enjoy these; they’re quirky but I haven’t seen a rude one yet.

https://www.lastkisscomics.com/

Two videos about my abuse, about my current sleep issues, and about me trying to help a fellow survivor

Hi everyone.  I spent the late morning  / early afternoon making a couple videos.  I was talking about what was keeping me busy and occupied the last couple of weeks.  But these videos touch on my hurts, my pain, not news.  One is shorter because when Ron came to the door, I meant to hit the pause button but hit the stop recording one.   I am using new equipment, so if there is any sound or video issues, please let me know.  Hugs.  Scottie

I talk about my own childhood abuse and helping a friend with his own abuse issues first part.

Me speaking about my abuse and trying to help a friend who was abused also. I also explain my time management issues.

Reblog from Janet

with a useful reference-

Tilly’s Trans Tuesdays

This is what happened to me.

The below is my response to a thread on the Male Survivor site where people were talking about intervening if they saw something suspicious but not outright abuse with a child.  One guy commented that what if the adult later took it out on the child.  Sorry but these are the memories and never seeming to stop thoughts I am dealing with right now.    Hugs.  Scottie

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Hi. That is what happened to me. I was driving my snowmobile to a basket making shop to cut up cardboard for the owner. It was a job a kid could do and earn a little money. The owner was friends with my parents. I hit ice, couldn’t completely stop in time, bumped the bumper of a large car. No damage to the car but the cowling / hood of the snowmobile was broken badly. That meant I had to call my AF (the male of the couple who adopted me, the woman is AM, their children are the hell spawn) who showed up at the place while I was inside cutting the cardboard in a separate area of the shop. He came in and started to beat me. My AF is a large man with huge arms and shoulders who was a barroom brawler when younger. The man who owned the shop was a former Marine and taller than the AF but maybe as strong. He heard my cries and AF swearing at me, rushed in to the area I was being beaten, grabbed the AF and pushed him to the wall away from me. It might have got worse but the other workers were now watching. I never saw what happened as very quickly someone grabbed me and took me to the other part of the shop and got me calmed down. I was so relieved. The owner came to tell me that the AF had left and they were going to fix my machine at the shop, so someone would drop me off at home. Then came the time I had to go home.

There was no one there to protect me. I walked through the door and closed it, and the fist smashed into my face throwing me back into the door. He picked me up and slammed me into the door, then turned around still holding me and threw me down on the floor. He was furious raging about me embarrassing him, and he would teach me not to go crying to others. Had I not learned it before never to tell, take like the … I was. The beating was bad with slaps, punches, and kicks, the sexual torture horrible starting with oral and going to hurt rape anal, and the humiliating thing he made me do after he finished in me was just more salt in my wounds. At least after he finished I knew it would be over, he had spent his rage but his anger would simmer until the next time. I was in bed in my little tiny room hardly big enough for a small bunk bed having been warned to keep my sniveling quiet so the AM wouldn’t be upset when she got home. I was told not to come out or let him see me again that day / night. I heard him yelling telling the AM that I was grounded and wouldn’t get supper for smashing the snowmobile and disobeying him. He told her only that he punished me. She never checked on me. The next day trying to move and get up was horrible. The AM seen me and told me to stay home from school. I was terrified because the AF would be home from work soon as he worked nights. As soon as she left I took a small pack with water / soda and stole snacks from the pantry and went into the woods to hide for the day. After the weekend I went back to school. Same story, I got hurt fighting with other kids, or fell off my bike going very fast, or one of the other ones I was practiced at telling such as fell down the stairs in a home that had no stairs. I was terrified to touch the snowmobile after that.

Unless you can get the child or abused person away from the abuser intervening might make it much worse for them when no one is there to stand up for them. Best wishes. Scottie

Best Wishes and Hugs,

Scottie

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Western Media BURIES Sickening Israeli Abuse of Palestinian

Messed up doesn’t even begin to sum this up.

Rant About Tim Poole Kicking Down At Canadian Pole Vaulter

Two videos for the curious and not for the prudish squeamish.

I have almost 200 YouTube channels I follow. One is the one I will share with you today.  They have the weirdest and oddest subjects.  And yes they are seemingly from the UK.  I learn a lot from this channel as they host everything from hitmen, to politicians, to celebrity snack wars, to escort grandmothers.   Below are two videos.  One an elderly woman enjoying the time of her life as a senior escort who also provides sex and a porn director discussing the honest secrets of his job.  I personally learned a lot more from the grannie and I loved her attitude, and I won’t spoil it, but you should hear who her youngest and oldest clients were.   Hugs.  Scottie

In this episode of Honesty Box we talked to a 70 year old escort Caroline, who told us about secrets of her profession, what was her weirdest sex request and if sex gets better with age.

In this revealing episode of Honesty Box, porn director Dick Bush answers your burning questions about what it’s really like to work on the set of a porn film. Dick explains how he makes the performers feel comfortable, discloses tricks and trades of the porn set and tells us what happens if he misses the all-important ‘money shot’. He also tackles the big questions around porn such as, can you be a feminist and work in the porn industry? Does penis size matter? And, how do you tell your family about your job?

SCOTUS Upholds Block On LGTBQ Student Protections

SCOTUS Upholds Block On LGTBQ Student Protections

Please note what these bigots say.  The issue under rational-basis review is not whether Texas should be concerned about opposite-sex sodomy, but whether it is reasonable to believe that same-sex sodomy is a distinct public health problem. They claim it is OK for straight cis couples to do anal sex, but not for two guys.  Why, because they hate gay people, they hate the idea of having sex between people with both having dicks.  This is just an attempt to have a straight cis society enforced by a Christian Taliban.  It is based in a desire for a society that only includes people like them, with the same feelings and ideas that they have.  The rest of us can just fuck off and get out.  It is simply bigotry and anti-LGBTQ+ hate.   This is the idea that if they do something it is OK but if others they don’t like do it then they are wrong and evil.  Also notice they do their best to push these bigotry ideas on other countries which are poorer and need the money these groups bring.  All this bill does is say treat others including trans people with respect and dignity.  Don’t try to keep looking into their pants to see what is between their legs.    Hugs.  Scottie

August 16, 2024 Christianists, Hate Groups

 

USA Today reports:

A divided Supreme Court on Friday left in place lower court orders blocking changes to sex discrimination rules for schools in many states while new protections for transgender students under Title IX are being challenged.

The Biden administration, in an emergency request, had argued the court orders were too sweeping and some of the updates should be allowed to take effect as scheduled on Aug. 1. But the GOP-led states and conservative groups challenging the new rules said the components can’t be easily separated.

“Schools would have to work out how the Rule functions without its key provisions, amend their policies, and train their staff accordingly—all by next week—and then do it all again after judicial review,” lawyers for Alliance Defending Freedom, which represents a Louisiana school board, told the court last month.

Read the full article.

As I’ve mentioned here many times, Alliance Defending Freedom once petitioned the US Supreme Court to keep homosexuality criminalized. Since then, they have provided free legal support to overseas groups seeking to maintain or institute such laws in their own countries.

Here’s what ADF Global executive director Benjamin Bull said in 2013 when India re-criminalized homosexuality:

“When given the same choice the Supreme Court of the United States had in Lawrence vs. Texas, the Indian Court did the right thing. India chose to protect society at large rather than give in to a vocal minority of homosexual advocates. America needs to take note that a country of 1.2 billion people has rejected the road towards same-sex marriage, and understood that these kinds of bad decisions in the long run will harm society.”

More from Media Matters:

In 2003, ADF president Alan Sears co-wrote a book titled The Homosexual Agenda: Exposing The Principal Threat to Religious Freedom Today, which warned that eliminating anti-sodomy laws would lead to the overturning of “laws against pedophilia, sex between close relatives, polygamy, bestiality and all other distortions and violations of God’s plan.”

And from the ADF’s 30-page Lawrence amicus brief:

Same-sex sodomy is far more effective in spreading STDs than opposite-sex sodomy. Multiple studies have estimated that 40 percent or more of men who practice anal sex acquire STDs. In fact, same-sex sodomy has resulted in the transformation of diseases previously transmitted only through fecally contaminated food and water into sexually causes diseases — primarily among those who practice same-sex sodomy. The issue under rational-basis review is not whether Texas should be concerned about opposite-sex sodomy, but whether it is reasonable to believe that same-sex sodomy is a distinct public health problem. It clearly is.

Alliance Defending Freedom was jointly founded in 1994 by the leaders of Coral Ridge Ministries, Focus On The Family, and the American Family Association.

The Gunfighter | A Short Film by Eric Kissack (narrated by Nick Offerman)

In a small town in the old west, a lone and weary gunfighter enters a saloon. As he walks through the room surrounded by the people of the town, a voice begins narrating the scene, telling us exactly who this gunfighter is. But unlike every classic western to use the narrator trope, the characters in this film can hear the voice. This omniscient narrator quickly begins divulging the deepest, darkest secrets of the people in the saloon. He exposes infidelity, homosexuality, prejudice and even a bit of bestiality. As the story unfolds it becomes evident that the voice is a bloodthirsty bastard that wants nothing more than to see the people of the town kill each other in a needless gunfight.

Last night my wonderful husband said it was time

As many here may know by now, I have PTSD and Intrusive Thoughts.  An intrusive thought is an unwelcome, involuntary thought, image, or unpleasant idea that may become an obsession, is upsetting or distressing, and can feel difficult to manage or eliminate.  Everyone here has been very supportive as I have been having a surge in memories and issues with it.   Memories of humiliations, rapes, forced oral sex, and horrific punishments for a kid of 3 to nearly 8 years old. Things like rubbing alcohol poured into my stretched wide butt cheeks as I was held down nude, to let it flow over my anus to my tiny balls and dick.   Things like being tied to the stair banister with something that kept him head yanked up, blindfolded, hands either tied to the railings or through them so I couldn’t use them to help myself.  In that position the hell spawn would leave me to randomly come by to hit me, stick something in my butt, pinch me, put painfully cold objects or painfully hot ones on my sensitive areas including submerging my tiny genitals in them.  Anything to torture me and see me cry for hours.  The memories cause the bombardment of thoughts.  Suze here recommended a cortisol level check as that will make it harder to stop the thoughts.  She said there is medication to lower the level.  

I told Ron about her recommendation and Ron also agreed.  But unknown to me Ron was looking up a medication he takes, Sertraline.   Sertraline, sold under the brand name Zoloft among others, is an antidepressant of the selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor class. The effectiveness of sertraline for depression is similar to that of other antidepressants, and the differences are mostly confined to side effects.  

I went to bed about 7 pm.  I couldn’t sleep.  When he came to bed at 9:30 pm, I told him I couldn’t sleep, that my mind wouldn’t slow down, the thoughts were feeling like constant bombs going off in my head.  As we lay there he was reading his tablet and I was trying hard to sleep.  I was occasionally spitting out a word here or there that I couldn’t stop and did not realize I did it until after it came out, I was involuntarily waving my hands like I was trying to push something away from me.  Again not knowing I was doing it until I did it.  That is when he said he had looked it up and it was also used to treat PTSD and intrusive thoughts.  He takes a very small dose of 50 mg he said.  I reminded him what happened when they tried to put me on those mood stabilizing / mind numbing drugs.  He said that he thought it was time for me to see someone again and start treatment before it get worse.  He had hoped it would pass and wain like it normally does, ramp up, spike, then drop down to manageable.  Now he was worried.  I told him I did not want the costs of a therapist right now, and I did not want to see one. He wanted me to call or message my primary care with the issue and see if they could handle the issue as his handles his anxieties.  

That is a big step.  Ron has not pushed me to see a therapist in a very long time.  Over a decade or so.  But I have this last year been telling him in detail the different things I remember and the abuse I suffered and from whom.  Before it was always the generalized, not specifics.  He doesn’t want me to return to a state where I am hyper vigilant, started in to flight or fight at every sound.  Unable to sleep and when I do, then screaming out in my sleep or begging not to be hurt.  He is worried I will get back to the point that if I am sleeping and he walks into the room I wake in fear ready to fight to defend myself, not yet aware of where I am.   So in the next few days I will do as he asks, and check in with primary care.   Hugs.  Scottie