I am trying not to really I am. but here. is where my mind is. I used to be so much stronger, I was a solider who did things …. yet

I dream of this song.  If I ever have to go I will leave this as my good bye.   Hugs

 

When I was locked in the attic this was one of the records I was able to find and play.  I emagined so many reasons while Daniel went away.

This was one of the other records I had.  I listened to it play over and over as I fell asleep.  A sad lonely 14 year old locked in an attic over a  garage  because he was only wanted when he could be used to satisfy the abusers.   The weird thing is they thought keeping me up there made me unhappy, but the truth is I felt safer there than in their home.  I only worried when the lock was opened and one of them walked in.  I had few choices then.   But it was still one of the best summers of lack of abuse.   Hugs

 

What do you think about the evangelist getting kicked off a flight?

Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share bonus. 8-7-2026

New York lawmakers propose lifting 1985 ban on LGBTQ+ bathhouses gothamist.com/news/new-yor…

— Gothamist (@gothamist.com) 2026-08-05T20:08:07.425068Z

This is hilarious…Trump endorsed a black man named Amir Hassan, but that wasn’t enough for MAGA/Republican voters to get past their own #racism, so they voted for a white guy named Thomas Smith… who had dropped out of the race a few weeks ago. 😂www.newsweek.com/trump-endors…

— Dennis Metzcher (@dmetzcher.bsky.social) 2026-08-05T11:29:05.579Z

Mike Johnson breaks his silence on Max Miller, calls for ‘process to play out’

— Politico (@politico.com) 2026-08-05T08:48:16Z

Missouri secretary of state blocks referendum to undo GOP’s redrawn congressional map http://www.nbcnews.com/politics/ele…

— Timothy McBride (@mcbridetd.bsky.social) 2026-08-05T02:53:24.279Z

he looks like he's wearing the wig from a lesser SNL Trump impression.

— Jacob T. Levy (@jacobtlevy.bsky.social) 2026-08-06T03:34:19.520Z

Trump's hair, uh, has a lot more volume than normal

— Aaron Rupar (@atrupar.com) 2026-08-05T21:13:12.264Z

JUST IN: Trump files emergency motion to try to block BBC from getting details about finances of his business empire in connection with $5-10 billion defamation suit he filed against the network http://www.politico.com/news/2026/08…

— Josh Gerstein (@joshgerstein.bsky.social) 2026-08-05T18:42:58.991Z

Pirro "gave the White House a heads-up last week before filing the motion to dismiss the charge against Mr. Hearn in federal court, although it was not clear if Mr. Trump was briefed."www.nytimes.com/2026/08/04/u…

— Eric Columbus (@ericcolumbus.bsky.social) 2026-08-04T21:15:33.472Z

Mayor Zohran Mamdani announces that New York City is issuing cease and desist letters to more than 40 retailers selling illegal e-bikes (generally, vehicles that can go faster than local speed limits allow). The targeted retailers include Amazon and Best Buy.

— Chris Sommerfeldt (@c-sommerfeldt.bsky.social) 2026-08-05T16:10:58.632Z

At a rally in Las Vegas today, Trump supporters booed as Gov. Joe Lombardo (R-NV) tried to lead a moment of silence for Officer Austin Abdelnabi, who was recently killed in the line of duty.

— NowThis Impact (@nowthisimpact.bsky.social) 2026-08-06T00:30:38.279982371Z

ICE has deployed a round-the-clock digital dragnet to monitor its online critics. Is it threat mitigation or an infringement of free speech?

— The Wall Street Journal (@wsj.com) 2026-08-04T01:52:07.347126Z

FAA investigating air safety incident involving Trump’s Marine One helicopter and passenger plane. I expect Sean Duffy will blame Biden … again.www.cnn.com/2026/08/05/u…

— Piyush Mittal (@piyushmittal.bsky.social) 2026-08-05T17:01:23.505Z

FAA investigating why commercial flights at DC airport weren't stopped for Trump helicopter

— New York Post (@nypost.com) 2026-08-05T17:00:49.616191Z

Of Course. The Cost of Trump’s Namesake Warships Are Likely to Rise by 50 Percent or More http://www.nytimes.com/2026/08/05/u…

— Mike Walker (@newnarrative.bsky.social) 2026-08-05T19:59:07.965Z

Some varied clips from The Majority Report

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I remember and I hate that I do.

I am going to put a song link below.  I remember the night as a little boy me and one of my hellspawn siblings hunched close to the TV to watch the movie.  The adoptive father had forbiden us to watch it as he worked nights and was trying to sleep.  But she convinced me it would be OK if we sat really close to the TV and kept the sound down. By this time in my life, I was used to doing what I was told to do.  Now looking back I realize she wanted me there for coverage knowing I would pay for the indiscresion and she wouldn’t.  

So we sat there next to the TV and I heard this song. It was such a song of hope and I wanted so much for it to be true. However as was so often in my life as a child someone had to pay the price, and that someone was me.  When the show was over and as the credits came on the screen he came out.  He said I hope it was worth it.  He ordered his daughter to her room and grabbed my arm dragging me back to his bedroom. I paid the price for her and for hearing the song. I don’t think I need to go into the details, it was the same thing that happened almost daily in my life at that point. One pain or another always equaling someone else taking their enjoyment or anger out on my small body. But the song stuck with me and in many ways became my anthem for hope of a better life.  Sad a 7-year-old needed that.  And even sadder are the memories of what he did to me that night in either his anger or need. Below is the song.   Hugs

Political cartoons / memes / and news I want to share bonus. 8-1-2026

NEW: The US government is on the hook for potentially millions of taxpayer dollars in legal bills sought by successful challengers to some of the Trump administration’s most controversial actions and policieswww.bloomberg.com/news/article…

— Zoe Tillman (@zoetillman.bsky.social) 2026-07-30T11:43:33.261Z

Child pornographer pledges $100 million to Republicans for the midterms. http://www.nytimes.com/2026/07/30/u…

— The Daily Edge (@thedailyedge.bsky.social) 2026-07-30T17:59:36.643Z

"Democrat Roy Cooper leads Republican Michael Whatley by 53% to 44% in the race to fill the state’s open Senate seat, according to a Fox News poll of North Carolina voters." — http://www.foxnews.com/politics/fox…

— Nolan Hicks (@ndhapple.bsky.social) 2026-07-30T13:53:05.844Z

Rep. Max Miller drops domestic violence case against senator's daughter after judge finds no evidence of harm by ex-wife

— New York Post (@nypost.com) 2026-07-30T17:37:22.807661Z

This new lawsuit argues that the classroom displays conflict with Texas’s state religious freedom laws and a voter-approved constitutional amendment protecting parental rights, whereas AU's lawsuit argues they violate the US Constitution's First Amendment. http://www.expressnews.com/politics/art…

— Houston Ch. of Americans United for Separation of Church & State (@auhouston.bsky.social) 2026-07-31T19:03:20.678Z

UEFA member federations agreed Thursday to boycott all FIFA competitions in protest at Gianni Infantino's plan to sell stakes in the World Cup to private equity investors.

— Scripps News (@scrippsnews.bsky.social) 2026-07-30T15:40:04.484Z

Roadkill Collector Robert F. Kennedy Jr. Launches Cooking Show and Warns America: ‘I Don’t Have a Gag Reflex’

— Mediaite (@mediaite.com) 2026-07-30T15:54:15Z

Trump ‘exasperated’ on Iran as top officials can’t agree on strategy, sources say nbcnews.to/4wxIUwB

— Meet the Press (@meetthepress.com) 2026-07-30T10:00:24Z

Just laser focused on pinpointing every last thing that made America the most successful economy in the history of the world, and then getting rid of it.www.wsj.com/politics/pol…

— Ben Cohen (@airspeedswift.bsky.social) 2026-07-30T16:49:33.969Z

This Eagle Scout is ashamed of Scouting America once again for caving to Hegseth, who wouldn't know honor if it gave him the Scout handshake. It's BSA v. Dale all over againapnews.com/article/scou…

— S (@vidiot.bsky.social) 2026-07-31T04:41:25.416Z

For the first time, coal supplied less than 50% of China’s electricity.

— The China-Global South Project (@chinagsproject.bsky.social) 2026-07-30T08:48:03.721Z

Christian Supremacy shows its ugly face to the Northern Arapaho Tribe!

I had my allergy shots this morning. I’m in agony right now.  Not from the shots, but from the pain in my back muscles as they spaum.  Every since I have had the operation on my lower back to reduce the pain in my right leg, the pain in my back from the rest of the back muscles spasuming is out of control.  When I saw the surgeon this week, he looked and noticed how badly swollen the mucles were and agreed that I needed immediate relief from the situation I was in. He put in for mucle relaxing trigger point injections to relax the mucles. But other than lying down and taking muscle relaxers, there is little I can do at this point. I do have a hot tub, but if I push Ron to open it and get it ready to work, he will have to stop the work on the rest of the projects, including my new office, which I really need finished. So I suffer and often go to bed.  

This video is a great way to talk about how to deal with Christian nationalist bigotry and the forcing of Christian religion on others who have different beliefs.  In fact I read a post while waiting for my shots about a new trend of Christian evangelicals going on airplanes and forcing those in the plane to listen to sermons and preach about the Christian god.  I don’t get this, but I experienced something similar in the military, where a sect of Christians would try to cornor me every time I sat down for a meal in the chow hall to eat they would swarm my table demanding I listen to them talk about their god.  It did not make me feel better about their faith nor did it make me less gay, which was their real goal.  In fact when I returned the gesture to talk to them about my beliefs, they got really offended. Strange how they think pushing their religion goes only one way in their minds.  The thing is they know religion is a protected class where sexual orientation is not, but some friends and I came up with a good way to discourage them.  We would listen to their spiel if they listened to ours first.  We then spun them a made up religion on the house of Approditie, a religion based on having sex and being body worshippers. They got so grossed out over having to discuss the sex and nudity that they stopped pushing their shit on me.  I wonder if it would work today on the religions and indiscretions you hear about in the news.   Hugs.  


 

 

AG says locals have asked about LGBTQ+-themed story time

The haters of the LGBTQ+ community are normally Christian bigots using their religion as an excuse to attack and bully those they don’t like or agree with.   To these people just the existence of the LGBTQ+ people is a crime.   These bigots call just telling or letting kids know that LGBTQ+ people exist is sexualizing kids.  To these haters, just being LGBTQ+ is pornographic.  How stupid and silly. Just not being straight and cis is porn?  All nonesense just to attack the LGBTQ+ community.  Hugs


AG says locals have asked about LGBTQ+-themed story time

Published  1:12 pm

By: Matthew Sanders

COLUMBIA, Mo. (KMIZ) — Missouri’s attorney general wrote to a local library board saying that “residents” have requested her office make sure that an LGBTQ+-themed story time is “conducted in a manner consistent with Missouri law.”

A library spokeswoman told ABC 17 News that the event is family friendly.

The letter was dated Thursday and released publicly by Attorney General Catherine Hanaway on social media platforms.

Hanaway, in her letter, reminded the Daniel Boone Regional Library that providing minors with pornography is illegal, as is displaying sexually explicit material in a public location. She also wrote that libraries jeopardize their state funding if they hold events that are not designated for the proper age group.

The letter is in response to the Columbia Public Library’s “Rainbow Story Time” event scheduled for 10 to 10:45 a.m. Saturday in the Children’s Program Room.

“Join us for a queer-led story time with an LGBTQ+ theme. We’ll share stories, sing songs and do an activity with time to meet new friends at the end,” the event description on the library website states. The page states the event is meant for families, toddlers and preschoolers.

Library spokeswoman Mitzi St. John wrote in an email that the 30-minute event includes readings of “Rainbowsaurus” and “Big Wig.”

“Neither include sexual content,” St. John wrote.

 

Tom Homan Plays The Victim In Disastrous White House Presser

 

The progressive Democratic socialist are driving the establishment corporate democrats and billionaires crazy because they are working. Some clips from The Majority Report