On of my female abusers died

OK this won’t be a full post on my abuse because Ron is terrified of my being emotionally upset before my surgery tomorrow.  This female sibling was pregnant at 13 and married at 14.  But while she was in the house she was the defacto caregiver to me.  She was the one who tied me to a stair banister and let her boyfriends and other boys rape me.   Her soon to be husband wanted more so she arranged for him to force me to give him blow jobs and rape me in other places / context.  He had a fascination with buttholes so you can guess what that meant for the 3, and 4 and 5 and 6 year old me. 

She was the one who farmed me out to the guy across the street at age 3 who was a real little boy lover so while he used my body he never made me hurt like I was being hurt at home.  He often got upset at my bruised body.  He often gave me the only real affection I felt at that time.  I just had to let him use my body to gain it.  

She tried to get me removed from the will due to the fact I was adopted.   In her own writings she said I was never a part of the family so shouldn’t have a share of the inheritance.  She failed to mention how badly I was treated by the family for some reason.   The courts disagreed with her.   Her husband was the executor of the estate and he was informed and needed to be ordered by the court to change the legal paperwork to reflect my new legal name, but in her obituary she used the family name of my abusers.   She knew better at this point, as did her husband who once was said to be a corrupt cop.  

I am going to try to keep my mind from it.  But what Ron doesn’t know is my mind went there last night.  Just not bad enough for me to yell / scream out.  I will have to deal with it soon.  But not hopefully tonight the night before my spine surgery.    Hugs

West Bank Pogroms Intensify | Jasper Nathaniel | TMR

I watched this the day it aired on the show.  My gods how horrific and horrifying.   The out of control settlers try to kill these people because they are recording the stealing of Palestinian lands and murdering Palestinians.  If the driver had been any slower these people in the cars would have been killed.  And the IDF supported the attacks on helpless people.  US citizens.   The Israeli government takes our taxpayer money and supports the killing of US citizens and reporters.   If there is anything that says the Israelis know they are committing war crimes it is the killing of the reporters for showing their crimes.   The place these attacks took place is in a zone that no Israeli is supposed to be even allowed in.   Israeli is out of control and they use our taxpayer money to do it.  The reason the reporter wanted to go to that spot was because a palestinian man’s son was killed and those with him hunted for 2 hours by settlers.  The settlers live in the homes that the Palestinians built for themselves.  Israeli settlers are nothing more than thieving thugs, and the population of Israel supports  them which makes all those in Israel supporting this nothing more than thieving thugs.  The people in these cars were terrified.  You can hear it in the cries of the people in the car.  The US ambassador supports Israel in this killing of US people.  Please watch and do what you can to stop these lawless attacks against innocent people by Israeli settlers.   Hugs


 

 

TERF Activist J.K. Rowling Threatens To Finance Wave Of Attacks On Amnesty International Over Report On Anti-Trans Groups

https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/terf-activist-jk-rowling-threatens

“They have sued organizations into the ground.”

Ro Khanna RIPS Bibi For LIES After IDF Detention

Ro Khanna details the abuses the Israelis commit against the palestinians and how the authorities do nothing to stop these abuses.   Khanna gives numerous details and says that the israeli governments want to make it clear that no one should go to see the attractions and abuse done to the Palestinians but should only visit the Jewish parts of Israel.   This is the best reporting of what happened to the congressman and the other US citizens.   Hugs

 

‘Misuse’ of crowd control weapons on ICE protesters led to blindings and traumatic brain injuries, report finds

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/jul/14/misuse-crowd-control-weapons-ice-protesters-blindings-traumatic-brain-injuries-report?CMP=Share_iOSApp_Other

Doctors and human rights experts documented hundreds of incidents from June 2025 through May 2026 and estimate true number is ‘far greater’

Smoke fills the air as protesters face off with California Highway Patrol officers in Los Angeles, California on 8 June 2025. Photograph: Jill Connelly/ZUMA Press Wire/Shutterstock

It’s been a brutal tactic deployed by local and federal law enforcement officials time and again over the past year: using teargas, rubber bullets and pepper spray to control protests outside ICE detention centers or during enforcement operations.

Now, a new report lays bare the scale of the use of these crowd control weapons during anti-immigration demonstrations across the US, including hundreds of incidents that resulted in lasting and traumatic injuries.

The report and an interactive map was created by Physicians for Human Rights (PHR) and the Human Rights Center at the University of California, Berkeley (HRC) and released this week. Doctors and human rights experts with PHR and HRC documented 412 verified incidents of the “misuse” of these crowd control weapons, also known as “less-lethal weapons”, from June 2025 through May 2026.

“This is a concerning story,” said Dr Rohini Haar, the lead author of the report and a PHR medical expert, in an interview with the Guardian.

The report documented 203 injuries stemming from the alleged misuse of the crowd control weapons. Some of the injuries included blindings, traumatic brain injuries, lacerations, fractures and contusions.

The researchers struggled to confirm the full scale of the injuries, because “visual investigative techniques cannot adequately assess invisible injuries, such as chemical injury or chronic pain or hearing loss”.

“The true number of injuries is likely far greater,” the report adds.

Such tactics were on display earlier this summer, when dozens of protesters gathered outside the Delaney Hall immigration detention center in Newark, New Jersey, in solidarity with detained immigrants on hunger strike. As protests became more and more heated, a line of masked Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) officials stood outside to guard the detention center.

During a scuffle, ICE officials pepper sprayed Andy Kim, a New Jersey senator, making national news and helping set off one of the country’s flashpoints in demonstrations against the Trump administration’s immigration enforcement operations.

State police officers stand behind shields as tear gas fills the area outside the Delaney Hall detention center during a protest in Newark, New Jersey. Photograph: Andrés Kudacki/AP

In the days and weeks that followed, local and state officials also moved in on protesters, using batons and shields, deploying teargas canisters and arresting dozens. Many were injured during the demonstrations outside Delaney Hall by the crowd control weapons that the local, state and federal officials used.

The use of crowd control weapons in New Jersey was not new – local, state and federal law enforcement officials have used them on protesters nationwide opposing the aggressive anti-immigrant arrests, detentions and deportations.

But their use has become widespread as the backlash to Trump’s immigration crackdown has grown – prompting researchers to track down incidents and the types of weapons used nationwide, and to establish a map where readers can see how those weapons have been used in their communities.

Haar began working on the report after she saw news of a pastor being blasted in the face with a chemical weapon by a federal official in Oakland. Haar and PHR have been researching the impacts of crowd control weapons for years.

“Those weapons can cause harm,” Haar added. “It’s just when they’re used, how they’re used and if they’re used.”

DHS did not respond to Guardian inquiries about the report’s findings before publication.

The crowd control weapons include chemical irritants, including teargas, pepper spray and Mace, along with “kinetic impact projectiles”, which include rubber bullets and bean bag rounds. Researchers with PHR and HRC also documented the use of stun grenades, water cannon and other “improvised” weapons, like horses and riot police shields.

Haar explained to the Guardian that they qualified “misuse” by a number of methods. First, they tracked whether people in “protected categories”, including journalists and health workers, were targeted by officials. Next, they documented if vulnerable populations, including elderly people and children, were affected. And lastly, they tracked whether the weapons were used improperly, like using the weapons in close range, targeting people’s heads or going against the weapons’ manufacturing guidelines.

An Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) agent fires tear gas toward demonstrators and members of the press at the Delaney Hall Detention Facility. Photograph: Olga Fedorova/EPA

report from earlier this year by ProPublica identified 70 children across the US who had been harmed by teargas or pepper spray – not just at protests, but during immigration enforcement operations as well.

On a national level, officials with the Department of Homeland Security (DHS), like ICE or Customs and Border Protection (CBP) officials, were responsible for over half of all misuse incidents – 64%. But local law enforcement officers also played a role in many incidents.

“The involvement of state and local [authorities] is also concerning,” Haar added. “Because in many places, they’re coming on top of what is already happening with DHS. But in places like Los Angeles, there is a lot more involvement [of local law enforcement officials].”

The researchers found that there was an increase in the use of these weapons during immigration enforcement surge operations under the command of former Border Patrol commander-at-large Gregory Bovino, who took a hardline approach to his enforcement tactics. After the shooting deaths of two US citizens in Minneapolis by federal immigration officials, Bovino was pulled from his position. He became critical of the Trump administration, accusing them of not taking a tough-enough approach, and retired in March of this year.

“In each city where there were federal directions to escalate enforcement, incident counts rose sharply within days,” PHR said in a statement announcing the report and the map. “Much of this was coincident with the arrival of Greg Bovino.”

“Many of the enforcement operations that coincided with spikes in documented misuse were also promoted through public social media accounts, including Bovino’s,” PHR continued.

For researchers, the scale of the use of the crowd control weapons harkened back to law enforcement’s response to the 2020 racial justice protests. That year, protesters throughout the country took to the streets to protest police killings of people of color throughout the US. And in some cities, the Border Patrol’s elite unit participated in arrests and crowd control operations.

Since June 2025, mass protests have erupted in Los Angeles, Chicago, Minneapolis, Newark and Portland. The report documented that over 90% of the documented “misuse” incidents happened in those regions.

DHS and local law enforcement officials have fallen under repeated criticism for their response to their protests and their aggressive use of force. Since January of 2025, federal immigration officials with DHS have been responsible for at least 11 shooting deaths. The two most recent fatal shootings by immigration authorities took place this month, less than one week apart, in Texas and in Maine.

On 7 July, ICE agents shot and killed Lorenzo Salgado Araujo, a 52-year-old construction worker, during an arrest operation in Houston as he drove his work van. And just this Monday morning, a 26-year-old Colombian man was shot and killed by a federal official in Biddeford, Maine, DHS confirmed.

Violent Israeli Settlers Detain U.S. Congressman Ro Khanna

 

ISRAELI SETTLERS/IDF DETAIN RO KHANNA

I watched this on one of the sunday news shows.  From the way he describes it the event was very scary and he was afraid.  The settlers were damaging the vehicles.  Pointing machine guns at the congressman.  The IDF soldiers that were there said they agreed with the settlers and wouldn’t get involved.  This is an official of the US government.   Think of what would be the outcry from Israel if the situation had been reversed.  I want all funds for the israeli military stopped until they apologize at the highest level for this and promise it won’t ever happen again.  Hugs


Evaluating The Interview With Jenny Racicot, Graham Platner’s Ex

Another person who has questions about the reporting and evaluating what was said in in those reports.   Suris is trying very hard to be even handed and fair to all involved.  He does point out some of the issues many people have with the entire affair.  Again this is a serious accusation that is not only at this point.   Again no one is under oath and some of the things reported have been found incorrect.  Such as her telling her ex at the time it happened, but that is not true.  Now she is not under any obligation to tell anyone.  Every person who has been abused deals with it and opens up about it in their own time when they feel they can do so.  Some never do.   But if you are using the fact that you told someone and it turns out you did not, that is important information to know.   I want to add two things.  Suris is not a misogynist and is very openly pro-female and pro-LGBTQ+.  He is really trying to just understand the facts and evaluate them without making a moral snap judgment or purity testing either party.  But he has no advanced training in sexual abuse nor in court procedures of interrogation.  He simply is listening and giving his best reasoning on it.   Hugs


 

What’s Next In Maine’s Senate Race? | Ryan Grim | TMR

As Emma says in the intro what reporters including herself decide to include, leave out, or highlight can influence how a story is received and the reaction to it.  I know my last post had raised some concern.  I will be addressing all of that after I get tomorrow’s cartoon / meme / news post scheduled and the Sunday morning semi news shows watched.  If you listen to this please note that neither one of the reporters is excusing what Platner might have done; they are discussing the omitting of details that could color the story in different ways and should reporters be concerned with that shading effect.  The fact is in my opinion there are a lot of unknowns and unanswered question.  This is not a court of law that a person’s life is being examined under; no one is under oath in any of this.  It is being tried in the media of public perception.  So in that case I want to be sure of the facts before I condemn a person and ruin  their life. 

I also believe strongly in redemption.  We all have made mistakes and we all were young.  I am not perfect.  I have always had the idea of being a better Scottie today than I was yesterday.  I had a temper in my 20s and have struggled most of my life to not just control it but to remove it and the triggers that ignite it.   Should 20 year old me ready to battle and fight at the least provocation be the down fall of 40, 50, 60 year old Scottie now?  Is there no redemption, compassion, or empathy for the experiences that lead to mistakes and wrong choices?  But that is not what this post is about, it is about what facts should be included or omitted in reporting.   Hugs


 

These are thugs. They are not trained police. They are white supremacist who think no rules apply to them.

Please notice the brutality towards the ones they detail and those bystanders.  They assault the people recording them and they threaten them with more violence and arrests.   To the ICE no one has rights.   How long will we tolerate this lawless militia  type behavior towards the people?  No law enforcement would get away with this.  They do it because they are masked and Stephen Miller will do anything to protect the ICE thugs doing his dream of a country of only white people who follow every order of the authoritarian government.   Warning it is a hard video to watch.   But we must.  Hugs