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Today they banned my book. It was not the first. It won’t be the last. Here’s what I want you to know

.By thebloggess on March 25, 2026
This is not what I wanted to write. I wanted to write about how I’m about to go on book tour for my new book in a few days. Instead I am writing about the fact that I was just informed that my first book Let’s Pretend This Never Happened was banned from the high school library of a nearby town I love and visit often.

Honestly, I’m not that upset about my book being banned. I’ve had so many letters from young people who felt they’d been helped by my books but it does have some profanity and so I can understand the reasoning even if I disagree with it. What I am upset about is the stories about how New Braunfels ISD has pulled more that 1,500 books from their school library shelves after the Texas’ Republican-backed book banning law (senate bill 13) passed. The bill ordered all public school libraries to review books for “profane” and “indecent” content and I guess Let’s Pretend This Never Happened was deemed too dangerous for high schoolers.

Weirdly, my book was not on the original list of the 1,500 books triggered for review on March 13 but a week ago it was added to the New Braunfels ISD website as being removed for being “non-compliant”. (I’ve been called worse.) I guess 1,500 books weren’t enough. But then, it’s never enough for book banners.This is going to happen more and more. It used to be a rarer thing…almost a badge of courage to have a book banned. Now? It’s everywhere…this war against books and ideas and people. Reading is how you fall in love with people different from you, and how you develop compassion for them…because if you love them, you want to protect them. But there are some people who don’t want you to love others. They need you to fear them.

Books save lives. They have saved mine. Books are safety nets for so many of us, and right now those nets are being cut.The list of banned books is incredible in length and includes so many that I adore. Equally upsetting is the fact that so many classics that shaped me have been pulled from the shelves and placed into restricted sections where they can only be accessed by students enrolled in Advanced Placement Literature, because God forbid a normal high school student would want to read the works of dangerous writers like *checks the list* Jane Austen and Emily Brontë (whose name they misspelled).

Sometimes it feels like we’re living in A Brave New World (restricted) and that the book burning of Fahrenheit 451 (restricted) is closer than ever, with no Sense and Sensibility (restricted) about what this will cost. It feels like we’re going through The Crucible (restricted) and are caught in a Catch-22 (restricted) where we can’t convince people how terrible it is to ban books because they either don’t know the power of books or they absolutely know it and fear it. It’s An Absolutely Remarkable Thing (banned) how book banners go out on some kind of A Discovery of Witches (banned) and fight against Acceptance (banned) and of diversity, while we are losing All The Beauty in the World (banned). America is a Beautiful Country (banned) in so many ways, but we will lose so much of that beauty if we don’t make Changes (banned) to cherish and embrace and grow what makes us Educated (banned) and compassionate. The diversity of voices is necessary…it is a reflection of who we are and who we want to be. A plethora of ideas and voices and experiences…This Is What America Looks Like (banned). We can’t just pretend that Everything’s Fine (banned) and that this is just an overreaction of Anxious People (banned). Do you think this is what the founding fathers like Alexander Hamilton (banned) envisioned? I’m going to stop here because I’m sure you can see that this dumb paragraph is WAY TOO EASY TO WRITE because there are so many books they have issues with and you probably get the picture already but y’all….Jane Eyre? The Color Purple? The Odyssey? Crime and Punishment?? THIS IS WHAT WE’RE SAVING TEENAGERS FROM?

So what can you do? You can buy books that are being targeted, especially those written by the LGBTQ+ authors or authors of color because they are being targeted the most. Supporting those authors tells publishing to keep producing those books because they are needed. Publishers will lose money if libraries become afraid to purchase books and so we need to make sure that they know the audience is there and greedy for diverse voices. Get a library card and start checking out those books and more, to prove to the government that libraries need funding and that people care about reading. Read to your children. Read in front of your children. Talk online about the books that you love so that your passion ignites others. If you’re a parent you can get involved with your school to make sure this doesn’t happen in your school and you can protest it if it happens. You can vote out the people who seem to be obsessed with freedom, but mainly when it’s their freedom to take away yours and your children’s. You can run against school board members who are book banners and show up at the meetings. You can keep updated by following organizations like PEN AMERICA, or the Texas Freedom to Read Project or Authors Against Book Bans.

*deep breath*

This is probably filled with typos and is not really the sort of thing that I should be writing the day before I leave to start my book tour but it’s important. When books and thoughts and people are suppressed, we all lose. Keep fighting the good fight, friends. It’s worth it.


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Tracking Anti-Trans Bills | Erin Reed | TMR

And update on our appointment with the heart doctor and then Ron’s melt down. I am so tired and even more tired of trying to stay reasonable.

OK so we had the appointment with his new heart doctor.  I liked him he smiled a lot and was a genuinely happy man even though it was clear he had a bent spine and so was hunched over.  When Ron told him I was his spouse the doctor totally seemed OK.  I was wearing my white pride hat as usual.  He remembered Ron from the ICUs and asked if I was medical as well.  I replied no Ron was the doctor in our family which got a smile and chuckle from him as Ron tried to protest that which made the doctor smile more.  He said he would talk to both of us on my level, even if it was basic for Ron because he wanted me included.  When I had a question he would answer it  and totally include me in all the discussion. Ron has one blockage they think is 80% and and at least two that are 70% and one that is just starting.

The plan is to do a heart catheterization.  They will go in through the wrist and prep the groin in case.  They feed a sleeve into the wrist then thread a wire all the way to the arteries around the heart.  They then open the blockage, put a stent surrounded by a balloon where the blockage was.  If a part of the blockage breaks they can introduce medication right then to stop it from doing any damage.  

Wow Ron and I had a huge argument.  I dislike it and he totally blames it on me.  But when the surgical center called to schedule him for the heart catheterization, and instead of  taking the first appointment he asked for one three weeks later.  I interrupted and said no you want it sooner if possible.  

He kept the appointment for nearly a month and a week out.   When he got off the phone I asked him to explain that.  Wellhe replied I have Diane flying in on 3-28, and we are scheduled to fly out april 2nd.  I was angry and argued with him that this same thing killed his sister’s husband and if he asked her she would agree he needs the early appointment.  Which was when he fucked around and after we had a huge fight where I told him that his sister could get her friends and her husband’s friends to do what she had wanted Ron to do.  She wants help with the moving company and then driving from Texas to here.   When he calmed down from our argument he called her and she agreed with me.  So then he was so angry that we had another exchange.  I was trying to stay calm but he was so upset he was almost out of control, throwing things.  I asked him to think of us.  If he suffered a heart attack on the road or moving around furniture at her house he could easily die.  I couldn’t keep or repair this house.  I would not be able to keep Tupac and no one else around us will let him live with them or pay the 75 dollars for his thyroid medication every 6 to 7 weeks.  He is incontinent and he leaves poops dropping out of his butt because he was hit by a golf cart and it damaged his spine and nerves.  So he would have to be set on the rainbow bridge.  I told him I would end up having to rent a room at Randy’s as he has offered it.   Ron was furious and said I was thinking only of myself and I replied he was thinking only of his sister.  

But by then it was too late to get in touch with the scheduling department.   The heart place is huge and they have their own surgical center there.  They only do six procedures on an operating day.  So he hopes they will call him today.  I worry that he will not be able to get a quicker date so I don’t know what will happen.  Hugs

Snips And Bits



(Just under an hour, so more than a snip or a bit, but it’s not only necessary, it’s fascinating. Or else I’m just that big a geek.)




How Angela Davis Predicted The Modern Face Of Fascism in 1971

Fifty years prior to rumors of fascism circling President Trump, activist and philosopher Angela Davis made a spooky prediction about dictatorship in the U.S.

By Phenix S Halley

President Donald Trump’s administration continues to stand on shaky ground amid bombshell resignations and rumors of a dictatorship brewing. But in the midst of these unprecedented times, one Black political activist’s warning could offer a shocking reality for Americans… even if the message came 55 years earlier.

Trump’s return to the White House was met with fierce criticism from leaders like former Vice President Kamala Harris and his own former chief of staff, John Kelly, who explicitly declared that Trump fits “into the general definition of fascist.” But while terms like “fascist” and “dictator” have found a comfortable place in American politics today, activists like Angela Davis were among the loudest opponents of fascism nearly six decades ago.

By the 1970s, the Cold War against the Soviet Union revamped fears of a possible fascist regime in the States– notably from many Black Panthers. While awaiting trial for murder, Davis spoke with filmmaker Peter Davis about the likelihood that America would be ruled by a dictator.

“We are closer to fascism than we’ve ever been before,” Davis said from a California prison in 1971. But while the political activist stopped short of declaring fascism had officially made its mark in the U.S. then, her scary prediction has arguably taken a new light in 2026. (SNIP-click the title to read the rest; it’s not at all long)


Yesterday and today.

Yesterday was so stressful and a wash.  We had to go get our blood drawn.  Medicare tossed out three tests one on my prostate, my A1C, and a lipid.  All the tests together were over $400, and I refused to pay for them.  Then we went out for breakfast.  Ron was fading but we hoped food would boost him.  It did.  Next we went to our local Publix and got a few things for supper.  I would make a marinara sauce and Ron would take some chicken breasts, coat them in breading and cook them with Pepper Jack and swiss cheeses.  Then after shopping we went to the carwash next door for a $36 carwash.  Then we came home about 1 and I was just able to lock in the free full The Majority Report.   Then he wanted to nap but once in bed we couldn’t find his phone so he could listen to music.  I searched everywhere and then tried to ping it.  The ping wouldn’t work which was odd.  It would start to then shut off.   Which meant someone had shut the phone off each time.  I had Ron use my phone to call the diner and yes it was there.   So at 1:30 pm I drove him back to the restaurant to get his phone.  He was lucky this time.  I did not see him put it down, he claims it must have fallen out of his pocket, I lets say I am skeptical.  Remember I still had laundry to do, dishes to wash, and Ron wanted me to make a sauce.  Because of everything I never started making the sauce until 4:30 which is late because it has no time to simmer.  I was limping badly and couldn’t trust my right leg to stand.  This morning I got us up at 5:15 am and got him in the shower.  He has the important heart doctor appointment.  I then took mine.  While in the shower I realized as a new patient he would have a bunch of forms and history to fill out.  But he couldn’t get to them because you have to be in their system already in the patient portal to even get to the new patient forms.  So I rushed to print all the forms and 6 page questionnaire for him.  He had just enough time to finish them and now in three minutes we have to go.  Sorry for the rushed explanation and for not getting to any comments.  I fell into bed right after eating in a lot of pain.  My labs are horrible claiming stress and immune failure and possible kidney failure.  My body cannot handle stress and I am under a lot of it.  Hugs

A Letter From God

Well, a video, anyway.

Toons And Stuff


School Bus Stranger Danger

Parents, do you know who your children are sitting next to?

Clay Jones


Trump celebrates Robert Mueller’s death

Melania, you must be very proud.

Ann Telnaes


The French General had it right

A French General told Drumpf to go EFF HIMSELF

Frosty McGillicuddy

The French general did the right thing

“Fuckez-you!” he did happily sing

“Vous est a dicque

Et vous makez me sicque!

Mange a bite of my low-hanging thingue!”


“The only thing we really have to work at in this life is how to manifest love.”

George Harrison

Some clips from The Majority Report. A personal note. And grateful thanks.

Hi Everyone.   Sorry for no posts except from my phone and later from my tablet which I have to carry a backup power supply and cord with me now to doctors appointments as my old pad has a battery life of less than 10 minutes.  A new Ipad is not a priority for our money right now even the cheapest one.  Ron needs heart surgery, Ron needs cataract surgery, I need both new glasses and cataract surgery, and the van still has an oil leak.  Plus Kamyk has basicly given up and slipped into depression.  He had an apartment open up that he needed first/ last / and security for which came to $900 a month.  It was government-subsidized housing.  But because he is in long term care now the nursing home took all his SSI, leaving him with no money.  Plus he no longer gets physcial therapy so he is slowly losing the ability to walk again.  His sister started a go fund me but he forbade her to tell me about it.  He felt we had all done too much for him and did not want me or you people to think he was trying to milk us or be greedy. 

In a way I am glad he did not tell me until it was too late because I worry that as he can’t walk well, doesn’t drive, and did not know how long it will take to get his SSI back, that he wouldn’t be able to care for himself and so would be homeless in two months.  The nursing home he is in is really nice compared to the last one which was abusing him emotionally, physically, and even sexually because the nurses decided he needed Jesus in his life and he rejected that being forced on him.  So they were going to abuse him until he relented and came to their Jesus.  This one gives him his medications on time, changes his ostomy bag or helps him do it, and they have been nice / kind to him.  I understand his frustrations having to share a room with another person and basicly having no privacy but… the US government / wealthy don’t care about people in a land where profit is king.  

I got up at 4:20 to feed the cat who when he thinks he needs food howls to get one of us up.  I decided to stay up and watch the recorded news that I did not get to watch yesterday.  I was not well at all yesterday, highly stressed which has been the situation for a while.  My doctors were clear and Ron reminded me that my body breaks down under stress, and I am to be under as little stress as possible.  That is not possible and has not been for a while.   When I woke yesterday it was already much later than normal for me.  Ron said he could tell I was having a bad night, I was highly agitated.  I had gotten up at 2 am with a huge contracture, a “cramp” in the large side muscle in the upper part of the leg.  I managed to get out of bed but couldn’t straighten out my leg.  I spent 30 minutes moving around the bed holding on to the dresser and the end of the bed, leaning over to put weight on the leg, then removing it.  Eventally I got it to touch the floor and hold some weight so I limped to my office and got a cane, then went to the bathroom which was a critical need by then.  Ron never woke up and was upset I did not wake him.  Not much he could do that I did not know to do myself.

When I got up with Ron at 7 I still couldn’t move or use the leg which was being electrified from the knee down, I couldn’t bend the leg due to the muscle still hurting from the cramp.  I was swinging the leg forward and walking “peg legged” with a cane.  Ron realized something was wrong and had me take my blood pressure and pulse.  My blood pressure was extremely high.  My pulse was also far too high.  So high he asked me to take another dose of my blood pressure and heart rate medications. Ron had me sitting and checking it every ten minutes.  It was not coming down and the first news show I started watching made it worse.  So as I as them recorded I went back to bed until noon.

The reason for so much stress is Ron.  He had his new medication Saturday that opens the arteries so he was better Sunday, but all day friday and Saturday I had to watch him and deal with him.  He was exstrememly forgetful, unable to work his computer, he would sit in his recliner and fall asleep even during a conversation.  He has bad sleep apnea and so he has to have his CPAP machine anytime he goes to sleep.  But even in the bed he was forgetting to put it on until reminded.  I offered to move it out to his chair but he would promise not to fall asleep as he just wanted to watch a few things on TV, 2 minutes later he was asleep.  I would make him go to bed and I stay there until he had his CPAP on.  I don’t dare let him drive like this so I am doing all the driving and shopping now.  I am doing the dishes so he doesn’t exsert himself and the last time he washed the dishes he put everything away in the worng drawers not even realizing he was doing it.  So yesterday afternoon while he slept I did the dishes.  He cooked a porkloin last night so I have a bunch of dishes to do when I get home.  I did pick everything up and rinsed everything off / out so it should be easier than it could have been.  

I have a doctor’s appointment this morning and I have to go with Ron as you can see to his new heart surgeon on Wednesday morning, which I have to look up and see where he is.  I am tired people.  I went to bed at 5 yesterday but kept getting up to check on Ron as he was in his recliner and I wanted to make sure he was not sleeping.  Care of the cat has totally fallen to me now.  I asked him if he could clean the cat litter box before he came to bed.  He assured me he would so I went to bed.  And he did not do it as he forgot.  I did it when I woke up.  Randy is sick after just having surgery, his parents are both sick / ill.  Ron is teetering with the same thing that killed his brother-in-law.  And I am worried and scared.  

When I get the dishes done today I will try to get to the wonderful comments and reply to somethings Ali posted which I appreciate.  Ali has really stepped up and is posting more to give everyone something on the blog to read and engage in.  I can’t say how much I am grateful for that.  Got to go.  Hugs

 

 

How About Sunday Comics ‘n’ Stuff-


https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/fema-official-gragg-phillips-teleported-waffle-house-1235534828/


Gay of Hormuz

And this is why we need $200 billion and more marines

Clay Jones


https://nakedpastor.com/ (Good stuff there.)


More Forever Wars

Is this exactly what MAGA voted for?

Clay Jones



March comics from The Nib 

https://inthesetimes.com/article/homage-to-the-orphanage-chicago-political-comics-trump

From Mattie Lubchansky

https://www.patreon.com/posts/average-152414359



March comics from The Nib ­From Brian McFadden ­Share from here
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From Mattie Lubchansky­ Follow Mattie on Patreon

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An Homage to Chicago’s the Orphanage
Read the new comic by Bianca Xunise over at In These Times.

Frosty McGillicuddy’s Substack

Coward on the Loose!

Frosty McGillicuddy

A convicted five timey draft dodger

Tries to prove that he’s not an old codger

“I’ll bomb ol’ Iran

Without any plan

And hoist own damn Jolly Roger!”

“But why do my MAGATTS desert me?

Oh man oh poor me oh they hurt me!

My mama don’t love me

My daddy he shoved me

Where’s a casino? God help me!

Drumpf’s mommy.


Obliterated

The only thing Trump has obliterated is America’s reputation

Ann Telnaes


Some serious health news about my husband Ron

Hello all.  Ron has been having some issues with memory, thinking, and staying awake.  Last year his doctor sent him to a neuro doctor to see if he had dementia or alzhimors.   The tests showed no real issues.  Ron has been gone for about three months and when he got home a few weeks ago I noticed a huge change in him.  He was struggling with remembering anything, he had no energy, and he was falling asleep in the middle of conversations. 

So last week he saw his primary care doctor who is a really good doctor who cares.  He sent Ron for a heart and artery CT scan.  On Monday he saw the doctor for the scan and on tuesday he had the CT scan.  Thursday evening Ron’s doctor called my phone.  He knew me as I was once his patient and from my working in the ICU.  He was trying to contact Ron and apologized for calling me but Ron was not answering his phone and he really needed to talk to him.   

Ron has 4 major blockages in and around his heart.  One is the left descending artery and is called the widow maker.  The others are the arteries that feed the heart.  He is at serious risk of a heart attack and death of at least parts of the heart muscle. As it is a serious blockage / narrowing / hardening of the arteries he is not to exert himself or get upset in any way.  It took several days to get the medication he needs to help keep the arteries open.  Ron read a bunch of stuff on it but failed to send it to me and is talking to his sister so I can’t ask him.  When I know more I will share it with you.   As I will need to go with him and drive him to appointments posting will be sporadic at best. Hugs