It is 4:34 pm here in my office.  Today I was struggling.  But before that I had written an email to Ali that I was doing so much better and wanted to tell everyone.  I had to go out to get my morphines this morning so Ron could take Tupac to the vet.  When I got home I did a few things.  Then I started doing the dishes and laundry.  But by 1:30 pm my pain became so bad I was in tears.  I desperatly did not want to take more medications, I get set back on my getting better every time I have to do that just to function.  The federal government is trying to force my pain doctors to lower my pain medications yet at my last virtual appointment my pain doctor noticed how much pain I was in and did not decrease my medications anymore saying she could justify giving me that which RFK Jr. the road kill harvaster wants to deny all of us in serious medical problems.  Remember this guy was also a cocaine addict who talks about snorting drugs off toilet seats.  

So when Ron Ron got home from mowing his sister’s lawn he found me limping and nearly in tears.  He had me take my blood sugar and I was having an issue with low blood sugar which could explain why I was shivering.  He had me take two glucose tablets and stop doing any more work.  I had been doing dishes and folding clothing by using my very high rolling stool that I moved from kitchen to bedroom and back as needed.  

Ron made supper and I want to let everyone know that even as I was in tears from pain I ate a lot of food for me.  I had five slices of rare roast beef and three small baked potatoes with gravy and a small bowl of green beans.  I took my evening insulin which I have not had to do a lot of as I was not eating.  But Ron was concerned after I ate that I was still distressed.    So I agreed to give up trying to make this post for the morning and just post what it is.  I do have more to add to it but my pain is so bad that sitting in my desk chair is horrible for me.  I will add them to the next day’s post.  

I thank everyone who is worried about me and I love that everyone enjoys these cartoons / memes / news posts.  But I did promise Ron I wouldn’t take more medication which will make me sick and eat into my meager supply and would go to bed.  I will try to make a larger cartoons / memes / news post tomorrow.   Best wishes, love, and hugs to all.   Scottie