Trump administration demands hospitals share emergency room records

Again with the bigotry masquerading as government  legitimate operations. Again, if you read the story, you will see that the white supremacists in the US government will only be happy when they have a white ethnostate.  Why they hate brown people so much I just don’t understand.  They are desperate for the idea that white skin makes them superior to others.  It makes no sense or matters really.  But to some the color of your skin means as much as the matter of sexual orientations or gender.  And what about privacy?  The pushers of AI want to scrape all our information and data so they can market it against the people.  All these AI people see is profit; they do not care about the people behind that data.   Hugs


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The Consumer Product Safety Commission wants at least 100 hospitals to start sending detailed medical records by the end of this year, according to an internal memo.
The Consumer Product Safety Commission wants at least 100 hospitals to start sending detailed medical records by the end of this year, according to an internal memo.

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A tiny federal agency tasked with protecting the public from injuries caused by lawn mowers and coffeemakers is demanding that some of the nation’s biggest health systems turn over detailed, personally identifiable medical records of all patients who seek help at their emergency rooms.
The Consumer Product Safety Commission, responsible for tracking and issuing recalls of dangerous products sold in the U.S., began discreetly pressuring hospital executives this year to share personally identifiable health data with a private contractor. But hospital lawyers and other industry experts have questioned the agency’s authority to collect, its ability to safeguard such a swath of sensitive information, and whether it has followed the legal process to overhaul its surveillance system.
After KFF Health News asked the CPSC about the new system, the agency announced the program on July 21. Left unmentioned, however, is the alarm it has raised among hospital executives, as well as the nature and extent of the agency’s data demands.
In a stark departure from its product-focused mission, the agency’s goal is to obtain millions of Americans’ medical records from emergency room visits for most injuries, from a broken bone to a childhood vaccine reaction or even a suicide attempt, according to documents and emails obtained by KFF Health News, as well as interviews with five people involved or familiar with the discussions.
A CPSC official also insisted in the emails that the institutions provide all ER patients’ identifiable information — such as names, addresses, diagnoses, and other personal details — to the contractor, Konza Health, for analysis. In correspondence with hospital executives, Konza representatives described participation as “mandatory” or “required.”
As a condition of viewing the correspondence, KFF Health News agreed not to republish some of the emails it obtained.
The CPSC wants at least 100 hospitals to start sending detailed medical records by the end of this year, according to an internal memo.
“The whole thing is troubling,” said Sharona Hoffman, a professor of health law at Case Western Reserve University, who noted that giving a private entity access to a sweeping collection of data will introduc36e risks to patient privacy. “If this company really is collecting identifiable information, that is worrisome for patients.”
The new project was launched amid upheaval at the traditionally independent agency, which is without a governing board since President Donald Trump fired the CPSC’s three Democratic board members. Nearly 1 in 5 career staffers left the CPSC in the first 16 months of the new administration, according to a KFF Health News analysis of federal workforce data.
The initiative also comes as the Trump administration has sought unprecedented access to millions of Americans’ medical records, with the Office of Personnel Management requesting federal workers’ sensitive health information and Health and Human Services Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr. using a private organization to collect more medical records for his studies on vaccines and autism.
Steve Roney, CPSC spokesperson, said in an emailed statement on July 10 that CPSC is “modernizing” its surveillance system. Asked whether the CPSC will file complaints against hospitals that do not participate, he said only that while the previous system “operated as a voluntary program, the ability of hospitals to opt out limited the sample size and usefulness of the data.”
Roney also acknowledged that the agency had not yet notified the public, as “required by law.”
Federal law requires the agency to provide notice and a public comment period before requesting information from 10 or more entities, a step it has not taken despite plans for 100 hospitals to join the surveillance system. KFF Health News independently confirmed with over a dozen hospitals that they had been approached.
Federal public health authorities cannot legally mandate that private health data be reported. But CPSC officials have suggested publicly and privately that if hospitals decline to share data with the new surveillance system, they could be subject to strict penalties from a data-sharing regulation known as “information blocking.”
Yet some hospital executives say they are reluctant to share patients’ sensitive data because they’re concerned about a different violation — that of federal privacy law.

AI takes over

Dozens of ERs across the country already participate in the CPSC’s voluntary National Electronic Injury Surveillance System, or NEISS, through which trained hospital workers report injuries involving consumer products, almost always stripped of patients’ identifiable information. The system helps the CPSC identify products, such as baby loungers, toys, and household appliances, with a pattern of injuring consumers.
The new injury surveillance program goes much further.
At a toy industry trade event in February, acting CPSC Chairman Peter Feldman said the agency is “investing in AI-enabled workflows that improve the quality and quantity of injury surveillance data, while also building up digital infrastructure to handle a massive new volume of electronic health records.”
Konza Health, a Kansas-based organization that runs the state’s health data exchange, will automatically pull and analyze medical records of all patient visits from ERs nationwide. Konza won a five-year contract worth up to $15.9 million with CPSC last fall.
In email correspondence with hospital technology officials, Konza Health President and CEO Laura McCrary also has described ERs’ participation as “required,” stipulating that they share patients’ records with identifying information.
McCrary told KFF Health News by email that the company is not using AI to process the records it receives, saying instead that Konza will use “advanced analytic parsing and filtering capabilities.” Roney, the CPSC spokesperson, did not answer questions about the use of AI.
For years, agency officials have discussed moving away from human contractors and automating NEISS to save time and money.
But without workers on-site, hospital staffers may no longer receive training to determine what clinical information is important to include for the CPSC. In short, the changes could dilute the quality of the product safety data the agency collects.
“They want to suck in as much data as possible, but I’m not sure how thoughtful they’re being about what is collected and what is actually needed by the agency,” said former CPSC chair Alexander Hoehn-Saric, one of the Democratic appointees Trump fired last year.

Wanted: Injuries from vaccines and stingrays

The CPSC’s new data collection appears to contradict its own 214-page operating manual, which instructs hospitals not to include identifiable information “such as names, birthdates, or addresses” when reporting cases.
The agency is supposed to receive patients’ identifying information only when needed for follow-up investigations, which happens in fewer than 1% of reported cases, according to the manual.
The CPSC has also historically limited the records it collects to minimize privacy violations in case of a data breach.
The risk is not hypothetical: From 2017 to 2019, the agency improperly released personal health information of around 30,000 people, a disclosure that a top Republican at the time called “concerning.”
Konza, however, will receive even more sensitive information on many more people. McCrary said in a statement that Konza will remove patients’ names, addresses, and medical information “not needed by CPSC” before sharing records with the agency.
Leaving a private organization to collect sensitive information introduces risks, including that it could be stolen or used for business purposes, said Hoffman, the Case Western professor.
“Very often, they will use information for marketing because now they’re going to know what conditions people have,” she said.
Roney said that its contract with Konza, which has not been made public, prohibits the organization from selling or marketing the data it collects.
The CPSC’s manual also identifies types of ER visits that should not be reported to the CPSC, which has jurisdiction over only certain consumer products. Excluded injuries are those caused by food, illegal drugs, medical devices, alcohol, or plants, as well as injuries that did not involve consumer products — such as a cut from a rock or broken bones from a fall on the ground — and suicide attempts by adults.
But in a contract offered to one hospital and reviewed by KFF Health News, Konza set no such limits on the information it would gather from ER records and said it would hold onto patient health information for at least 30 days.
In an email sent to hospital technology officials, McCrary wrote that Konza would provide CPSC with records when a patient is treated in the ER for any of more than 10,000 conditions. The expansive list of diagnostic codes Konza provided in the email includes injuries that do not involve consumer products.
Child injuries resulting from “poisoning by” vaccines or contact with stingrays, neither of which is regulated by the CPSC, are included in the list.
A limited number of hospitals once shared deidentified data on all injuries — regardless of product involvement — through the NEISS using the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention’s injury-tracking program. But the CDC halted that data collection, after funding and staffing were cut last year, and has not restarted it.

Pressure on hospitals

CPSC Chief Data Officer Elizabeth Puchek, who joined the agency late last year after engineering U.S. Citizenship and Immigration Services’ data system, has told hospitals in emails that they must seek an exemption from the program if they decline to share patients’ emergency room records with Konza.
The CPSC’s targeted outreach has included some of the nation’s largest urban and rural health systems, as well as small, publicly owned hospitals.
Staff members at Mary Greeley Medical Center in Ames, Iowa, said that Konza and federal officials told them their participation in the new program was mandatory. The hospital, which has long participated in NEISS, signed a new contract in April to share its ER records with Konza.
Yet the hospital is reevaluating its participation after being notified that the funds it received to participate in NEISS were “no longer available,” spokesperson Steve Sullivan said.
Several hospital executives, lawyers, and others have raised doubts about CPSC’s claimed authority.
Harborview Medical Center spokesperson Susan Gregg said the Seattle hospital’s emergency room has “voluntarily submitted de-identified data for many years, but we are not obligated to report this information.”
In Boston, Mass General Brigham has declined to participate in the new program, with spokesperson Kelly Mitchell saying that “to protect patient privacy, we are unable to provide these medical records.”
Henry Ford Health in Detroit; St. Luke’s in Boise, Idaho; and Sanford Health based in Sioux Falls, South Dakota — which together handle over a million ER visits a year — are among the health systems that have been approached but not yet entered into an agreement with Konza, according to representatives. Several of the nation’s busiest hospital systems targeted for the program — including the Mayo Clinic in Minnesota, Yale New Haven Hospital in Connecticut, Nationwide Children’s Hospital and the Cleveland Clinic in Ohio, and Baylor Scott & White Health in Texas — declined to answer questions about whether they’re participating.
Hoehn-Saric, the agency’s former chairman, said he was surprised that the CPSC would insist that hospitals provide identifiable records from all emergency room visits.
“This idea that they can simply demand patient information from a hospital and that the hospital would provide it — I really don’t understand the basis for that,” he said.
KFF Health News is a national newsroom that produces in-depth journalism about health issues and is one of the core operating programs at KFF — the independent source for health policy research, polling, and journalism.

Vote on CDC nominee clinched with change to CDC’s website on vaccines and autism

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Dr. Erica Schwartz has been nominated to lead the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.
Dr. Erica Schwartz has been nominated to lead the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.

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The Senate’s health committee on Thursday pushed back a vote to advance two top health care nominations to the Senate floor but indicated that one, the pick to lead the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, would win the necessary votes after some assurances by the Trump administration — including a change to the CDC’s website on autism and vaccines.
In a statement Thursday, Sen. Bill Cassidy, chairman of the Senate Health, Education, Labor and Pensions Committee, said the agency “needs someone who understands that the way to prevent vaccine-preventable diseases is to reassure the public that vaccines are safe and effective.”
After speaking with CDC nominee Dr. Erica Schwartz again and reviewing the transcript of her hearing, Cassidy said, he’s confident “she knows what she is doing and will stand against those who don’t.”
“As a sign of good faith, [the US Department of Health and Human Services] modified the CDC’s autism and vaccines webpage,” Cassidy said. “There is more to do to repair the damage that has been done to the U.S. public health response, but this is a start.”
Cassidy had previously voted to confirm HHS Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr. after the nominee assured him, as Cassidy said, that “CDC will not remove statements on their website pointing out that vaccines do not cause autism.”
The CDC did not remove that language but in November added a sentence: “Vaccines do not cause autism is not an evidence-based claim.”
As of Thursday, the website reads, “Scientists have not identified the root causes of autism. HHS continues to support rigorous scientific research and will update this page as reliable new evidence becomes available.”
On Thursday, Cassidy also suggested that he had lingering concerns about Sean Kaufman, the nominee to lead the Administration for Strategic Preparedness and Response.
Sen. Bill Cassidy, chairman of the Senate Health, Education, Labor and Pensions Committee, said the CDC “needs someone who understands that the way to prevent vaccine-preventable diseases is to reassure the public that vaccines are safe and effective.”
Sen. Bill Cassidy, chairman of the Senate Health, Education, Labor and Pensions Committee, said the CDC “needs someone who understands that the way to prevent vaccine-preventable diseases is to reassure the public that vaccines are safe and effective.” 

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Cassidy grilled both Schwartz and Kaufman at a committee hearing last week, questioning whether Schwartz would have autonomy in her role after CDC upheaval last year and raising Kaufman’s past remarks about vaccines.
“Any time there is somebody contributing to confusion on immunizations that gives me concern,” Cassidy told reporters on Thursday, referencing Kaufman.
Cassidy lost his reelection bid this year after President Donald Trump endorsed a rival contender and the Louisiana senator sparred with the administration over vaccine rhetoric.
The committee had been expected to vote on Thursday, but the vote was delayed due to attendance issues. At least one Republican, Sen. Lisa Murkowski of Alaska, was not at the Capitol on Thursday. The committee is expected to reconvene for votes on the health care nominees and the nomination of Keith Sonderling to be secretary of the Department of Labor next week.
Whether Kaufman has the votes to advance remains unclear.
“There are ongoing conversations with the administration on the path forward for Mr. Kaufman’s nomination,” a HELP Committee spokesperson said.

House rejects amendment banning transgender individuals from serving in military

House rejects amendment banning transgender individuals from serving in military

by Sudiksha Kochi – 07/21/26 10:24 PM ET

The House on Tuesday rejected an amendment to the National Defense Authorization Act (NDAA) that would codify President Trump’s executive order preventing transgender individuals from serving in the military.

The lower chamber voted 212-217 to reject the amendment, sponsored by Rep. Lauren Boebert (R-Colo.). Four Republicans sided with Democrats to kill the measure.

The executive order, implemented by Trump in January, states that “consistent with the military mission and longstanding DoD policy, expressing a false ‘gender identity’ divergent from an individual’s sex cannot satisfy the rigorous standards necessary for military service.”

The order also states that the armed forces “shall neither allow males to use or share sleeping, changing, or bathing facilities designated for females, nor allow females to use or share sleeping, changing, or bathing facilities designated for males.” 

The U.S. Court of Appeals for the District of Columbia voted 2-1 in June that Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth’s decision to expel people who are currently serving was motivated by animus against transgender people, violating their constitutional rights. 

However, the court’s ruling did not cover people wishing to enlist in the military; the court ruled that it involved different considerations. 

Republicans have spent years pushing policies targeting transgender Americans as a central part of their legislative agenda, arguing the measures are intended to protect women’s sports, parental rights and military readiness. Democrats have broadly opposed the efforts, arguing the measures discriminate against transgender people and infringe on their rights. 

The NDAA is an annual, must-pass bill that establishes policies and authorizes appropriations for the Department of Defense’s military activities, military construction and the Department of Energy’s defense activities.  

Zach Schonfeld contributed to this report.

Parents speak out after their teen died by suicide: Idaho’s anti-trans extremism took a toll

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John Russell (He/Him)July 20, 2026, 1:00 pm EDT

The parents of a transgender teen who died by suicide earlier this year are speaking out about the toll Idaho’s anti-trans laws and the Trump administration’s anti-trans crusade took on their daughter.

“You worry about that hatred being internalized, and that’s what happened to my kid,” Elyse Thorpe told NBC News in a recent profile. “It got inside.”

Thorpe and ex-husband Joseph Pollard describe their late daughter, May Pollard, as an energetic and curious child who loved sloths, video games, and writing poetry. She just wanted to live her life and experience the same things any teen does. But she was also keenly aware of the wave of anti-trans laws and sentiment that have swept Idaho and much of the U.S. in recent years.

According to NBC News, May, who had also been diagnosed with autism, came out as trans when she was in eighth grade. She began receiving gender-affirming medical care in ninth grade. But due to Idaho’s ban on such care for minors, passed in 2022 and upheld by the Supreme Court in 2024, her parents were forced to travel to Portland, Oregon, every six months to get May the care she needed. Following President Donald Trump’s return to office in January 2025, Thorpe began making the 13-hour round trip by car to avoid creating a flight record amid the administration’s relentless crackdown on gender-affirming care for young people.

While the treatment improved things for May, the obstacles placed between her and the care she needed by anti-trans legislators continued to weigh on her.

Then, in July 2023, Idaho’s law banning trans students from accessing single-sex bathrooms and locker rooms that align with their gender identity took effect. Lambda Legal filed a lawsuit challenging the law on behalf of Boise High School’s Sexuality and Gender Alliance, and in July 2025, May joined the lawsuit under the pseudonym Jane Doe. In court filings, May described feeling stigmatized by being forced to use her campus’s two single-occupancy restrooms, which came to be referred to as the “trans bathrooms.”

“It is scary having to look around before to see if anyone will see me going into the single-user restroom, as I worry about people gossiping and speculating about me being transgender,” she said. “I don’t want people to know I am transgender without my consent — even students who might be friendly. For me, it is not a part of myself I talk about or that I feel is the most important part of my identity.”

Her parents told NBC News that May would avoid eating and drinking during the school day, hoping to not have to use the school’s bathrooms. “I just want to fit in,” she wrote in her affidavit in the Lambda Legal case. “It is upsetting to think that I may have to go through the rest of high school without access to something as basic as the ability to use the same restroom as everyone else.”

May’s parents say she became more troubled last fall and winter, according to NBC News. She attempted to run away to Oregon, and at least one of her poems seemed to reference self-harm. Then on the morning of January 27, Thorpe woke to find May missing from her bedroom. She later found her daughter’s body in a downstairs bedroom. May was just 16 years old.

When a detective asked her parents whether anyone might have wanted to harm May, Thorpe responded that “A lot of America” did.

“There is a huge amount of animosity, every single day, thrown at trans kids,” an angry and grieving Pollard told the detective. “The whole f**king country. The whole f**king administration, every single f**king day.”

As NBC News notes, over the last few years, Idaho Gov. Brad Little (R) has signed 15 anti-LGBTQ+ laws. In April, Little signed a pair of bills, one of which made it a criminal offense for trans people to use the bathroom associated with their gender, while the other banned Pride flags on government buildings.

As for Lambda Legal’s challenge to the state’s school bathroom ban, at the time of May’s death, she was one of just two plaintiffs left in the case, as all the others had graduated high school and no longer held standing. Earlier this spring, Lambda Legal moved to dismiss the case after the final plaintiff graduated.

But Thorpe has continued to protest Idaho’s anti-trans laws. According to NBC News, she stood outside Gov. Little’s office during a March 31 protest holding a photo of her daughter.

“I wanted to support the protesters and remind everyone, including the governor,” Thorpe told the outlet, “that the stakes are real.”

“The parents go and testify, and we say, ‘Children are going to die,’” she said. “We tell the legislators that, and they dismiss it. I guess they think it’s hyperbole, or they think it’s hysteria, or they think it’s an acceptable outcome, probably some mix of those things. So I don’t understand why there is an unwillingness to connect these laws to these outcomes. It was right there from the start.”

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John Russell is a writer and editor based in New York City. In addition to covering politics and entertainment for LGBTQ Nation, he has written for Vanity Fair, Slate, People, Billboard, and Out. He also writes about film, TV, and pop culture in his free newsletter Johnny Writes…

Happy Pride Week Halifax!

I watched this three times because the message is so good.  The  fact that the reverend of this faith can rejoice in diversity makes me wonder what hater preachers and haters get out of their faith, out of their hate?  I have been listening to the book Separation of Church and Hate by John Fugelsang.  He is like Dan McClellan in that he is a biblical scholar; he knows the original manuscripts, times of use for each edition, and where different translations screw things up, and Fugelsang is a comedian, so he can throw it all out there with humor.   I recomend everyone try to find the book or the audio book.  He has whole chapters taking on the different haters and the clobber verses of the bible.  He shows what the original meaning, as far as can be known of each of those verses was, correcting the misunderstand and hate.   He like me feels that Christians follow Christ, biblcians follow the bible and they get that wrong because they don’t know the subtext or original intent; they hear only what the weekend preacher said who is preaching his version of the bible, not Christ’s.   Happy Pride week Halifax.  Long may your flags fly.   Hugs


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An update on my procedure to shave the spinal cord in my lower spine.  The people at the surgical center were grand.  I can’t describe them any other way.  One nurse even joked with Ron and me that she would love to spend time with us off work hours because she loved our sexual innuendo banter with each other, stuff like we can’t even think straight after 36 years together and that we don’t say move straight forward we say move gayly forward.  But work required her to only join us around the fringes but we had her laughing so hard.   All of the staff were wornder and one even walked me to the bathroom when I felt I needed to pee.  It was relatively embarrassing, but as I had worked in  ICUs before I realized it was totally every day normal for the nurses to see my butt.  She did hang the IVs and give me privacy which was more than we were able to do for the ICU patients.  

When they took me into the procedure room, I was worried that I might not be out enough and would feel pain.  The anesthesiologist asked me if I had ever had a colonoscopy.  I repiled yes.  He said do you remember it?  No I replied.  Same here he said, once we get you positioned, you won’t remember anything.  They got me positioned, and then he told me that once they got me an arm rest for my right hand he would administer the aniestha.  I was gone even before the arm rest was set up.  Totally out.  Woke up in the recovery room, and once I was awake they went and got Ron.  

I have a list of do and don’ts.  But on the way home we stopped to eat, I had a large breakfast for me.  Then we got home, and I went to bed until 12:30.  Got up, ate again, and locked the Majority Report into the fun half so I can watch it free, and went back to bed.  Then I slept until nearly 5 PM.  Got up and started working on the cartoon / meme / news post that was to go out today.  I will go out tomorrow.  Sorry about that, the spirit is willing, but the body is very weak right now.  On the plus side the pain in my right leg I have been living with seems to have diminished greatly and in some cases gone away.   

The video below is very funny and points out how tRump is now just a befuddled grandpa who thinks everything must be about him and how he is the greatest even when he is clueless about what he is talking about.  The host points out the mistakes and money interests of the entire cabinet.  Hope you enjoy.  Hugs


 

 

Testosterone-Fueled Troops? Hegseth Says Military to Begin Testing Hormones.

Kegseth is hyper fixated on the the male physique and the idea of a white male hyper agressive toxic masculinity that he thinks the Russian military has.   But while our inclusive military is considered one of the best Russia’s hyper all white military is getting its ass handed to it by the inclusive diverse Ukrainian military.  I posted earlier that Kegseth has again blocked the promotion of well qualified female and black officers to two star rank in his goal of an all white male military.  This guy won’t be in charge of the military in two more years if the people are allowed to to have a free election and his successor hopefully won’t be such a misogynist bigot.   But the damage will be done and the careers of these officers damaged.  Kegseth couldn’t take serving a full career of at least 20 years, but these people who he is denying promotion to have well more than 20 years in the military.  How come testosterone for trans kids / people is somehow in Kegseth’s view bad and trans people taking hormones are unfit for military service, yet having straight white men all on testosterone some how makes the military better?  Hugs

 


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Service members 30 and over will test annually and can choose to receive testosterone replacement therapy if they are recommended for treatment.

Pete Hegseth

“We owe our warriors the absolute best medical care in the world, and this program delivers on that obligation,” Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth said. Julia Demaree Nikhinson/AP Photo

A funny call from the surgical center for my upcoming surgery.

So I was doing dishes as the call came in from the surgical center where I will be having my spine surgery.   The woman was very indepth with my medications and past medical history.  But then as we talked we got laughing about things and when she mentioned we were together 36 years I said they were wonderful years, and then Ron chimed in saying yes the years were great but the days were hell.  The woman  then opened up about how she couldn’t imagine the hell of two men living together.  But before I could object she continued with how she has repeatedly told her husband that living with a man is horrible and as soon as he dies she will marry a woman.  We went on to talk about how Ron had a gay bar and how grand the lesbians were.   

Wow talk about how a conversation can flow and change.  I thought she was about to go off on same sex marriage and then she went to how she was a lesbian struggling to deal with her male husband.   The point is you never really know the issues others are dealing with unless they tell you.    Hugs

 

Ro Khanna RIPS Bibi For LIES After IDF Detention

Ro Khanna details the abuses the Israelis commit against the palestinians and how the authorities do nothing to stop these abuses.   Khanna gives numerous details and says that the israeli governments want to make it clear that no one should go to see the attractions and abuse done to the Palestinians but should only visit the Jewish parts of Israel.   This is the best reporting of what happened to the congressman and the other US citizens.   Hugs

 

Today and why things are the way they are with me and the blog.

So this starts from last night.  Without being graphic or at the risk of oversharing, Ron and I decided to put Tupac on the far out side with me in the middle.   Tupac prefers to be in the middle, which I understand but it interferes with Ron and me being able to show eachother intamaticy and touch / hold each other during the night.  It has been a frustration since Tupac moved in because before that even though we have a king size bed we were always touching and entwined during the night.   

Move to monday morning.  I have a standing order for 4 cases  (24 individual 2-liter bottles of soda) of Publix caffeine-free diet soda.   Because I couldn’t walk Ron has been going to pick them up along with all the rest of our groceries.   But it was taking a lot of time out of his day to do the remodeling we needed to get done.  

So today I went for the soda and a few groceries.   Now I go to the nearest Publix store but it wouldn’t matter they all have super happy employees who are eager to help anyone who asks them.  I often remark if you ask a person in a different store where such item might be they will tell you what aisle and leave it at that.  In every Publix I have ever been that I asked the employee, they stoped what they were doing and took me to where they thought the item might be.  If it was not there they did not just walk away they kept looking with me.  

So remember I just got back to walking, and I have fallen twice.   So I go in with a cart and tell the person at the service desk who I am and what my standing order is.  She makes the calls and then remarks she has not seen me in a while.  I explained that my spouse was coming in to get the sodas.   I always wear my pride hat and it is clear that my spouse is male.  Again never a problem.   

A young man who he later told me he was 22 yrs old came with my order in a cart so I asked him if I could switch my empty cart with his full one.   He was sure.  Then he noticed me taking my cane from the cart before he took it.  He took my cart to the cart area and then stood by while I paid for my soda and then offered to take them to my car for me.   I was grateful and explained that I just got the ability to walk again and was worried about lifting these heavy cases.  

This young energetic happy so very young person who is to me very cute as all young people are to me at 63 years old and disabled.  He pushed my cart out to the car and put them in it while talking a steady stream about things.   I have often told Ron that my pride hat is a magnet for the young Publix boys.   One of them told me he was in in the dinner theater scene and loved acting.  So if anyone mentions to you that the Publix stores are / were founded by Christian people who wanted the stores to show a Christian application in the world, they are correct.  They are the most progressive pro LGBTQ+ and helping the poor while taking care of the immigrant or minority store chain I have ever seen.  

As the young man and I talked I told him I needed to go back into the store and get some groceries.   He walked me all the way back into the store and offered to help me do my shopping.   I declined while thanking him.  

I had 18 items on my list and I admit I added Cheez-It snacks to it.   By the time I was done I was limping and very tired out.  This was the first time grocery shopping alone since I got the epidural on my spine dealing with my right leg that let me walk and the right foot was cramping.   

I do not know how decrepit an old man I looked but when I pulled into the open checkout lane, the young woman at the end of the counter who would normally do the bagging walked up to the end of the aisle in front of my cart.  I appoligised to her for blocking her way and said I would move my cart for her to get by.   She smiled and said no I just wanted to help you unload your cart.  She loaded everything on the converbelt and then I limped up to the pay pad device.

Again I don’t know how disabled I seem but as we chatted the bagging young woman kept asking me if things were going to be too heavy.  When I paid she offered to take my stuff out to the car and load it in the back as the other young man had done.  I demured, I guess I can manage, I said I don’t want to take you from your duties.   Nonsense said the older woman chassier and the younger woman said it is what I want to do and she offered to push the cart.  

The young woman took my cart out to the car and loaded the stuff into the car.  I admit I was grateful, as I was pretty beat and dragging as I walked with her.  I had offered the young man a tip and he refused, I did the same with this young woman and she also refused telling me she was very happy to help me.  Ron tells me he finds the store’s prices slightly higher but I remind him the aisles are wide enough for people to pass and all I wrote above, far different from the walmart he thinks is saving us so much money.  


So I got home and Ron carried the heavy things into the house while I carried the small stuff.   Then after putting stuff away Ron showed me the current “kitchen / livingroom A/C unit” he had pulled apart to clean.  Yesterday all day he cleaned the one in our bedroom and gods how full of dirt and crap it was.  Ron had started the laundry of cat pee towels and then the dark load.  So I took care of all that.  

But it soon became noon and lunch time.   I made him a large sandwich of the meats, lettuce, and the condiments he wanted.  I had four cheese stuffed hot dogs … Sorry the steroids that got me walking also increased my eating and sadly my weight a lot.  I went from 168 to now 182.  It is a catch 22 situation.  Do I want to walk or be thin?  Right now I struggle to control the hunger beast which two months ago I had no hunger at all and would go days without eating.  

So to end this.   Ron is sleeping and I will finish this and work on getting tomorrow’s cartoons/ memes / news post scheduled.  I took out a porkloin for supper and will serve it with mashed potatoes, brown gravy, and a vegetable.  If Ron is still working on the house stuff I will stop everything I am doing and do the best I can to make supper.   If he gives up for the day I will save taking the extra pain medications and he will make supper as I do blog stuff.  

It is 2:45 PM my time.   If I remember my military training it is 14:45 for the rest of the world.  Here again is an issue I want or hope everyone remembers.   With my pain and my medications I get about 12 hours up time during the day.  Right now that time is shrinking for me.  It would be like most people coming home from work at 5 or 6 pm.  They have about 4 hours left to do everything.  I hope everyone understands my day is very compressed and at this point I have about 4 or 5 hours left in my uptime.   

Please don’t feel bad about that.  I am super lucky; I have limitations I can’t break.  But I have a home to be in, a bed to go to, food when I am hungry, and pain medication to help me deal with my life.  I feel bad for Ron my husband for 36 years who has to do the things I can’t, who heard me fall the other night and rushed to the room to help me up.   But the truth is my life is constrained and limited.  I got up at 5 am after a wonderful quality time with my husband.  He can sleep in the afternoon; I can’t.   If I try I am down for the day.  So now I am back to putting tomorrow’s post together.   I just wanted to share this part of my day with you.    Hugs